Hey! My name is Joe And I work in a butter factory. I got a car, a dog, and a family. One day my boss came up to me and say; "Joe! Are you busy?!" I say; "No!" Turn the button with your right hand. tettetteetetetete! thennn continue; left hand, right leg, left leg, your butt, body, tongue. shake shake shake your bodyyyyyy ! :D
Okay I just lovee this songgg anywayy. I'll teach you whoever wants. Haha!
Four words: Kota Tinggi was funnnnn! We managed to climb up and down Gunung Panti for like 8hours. Which band could do that? Tell me tell me. Haha! The Waterfall there was effing cool, right band? Kinda slippery rocks. Whole band conquered that place. Haha! :D Campfire rocks the place. We did good job by put up a great show! I couldn't get funn picture we had together. && I should say a big round of applause to Msl Band. As they improved! They bonded! Yes bonding camp wasn't such a waste anyway. Gd job band! && I love you people. Now we have to pray for Sir Muzap alright. (:
[an unusual guy there who smile widely is Mr. Teddy, one of our instructor :)]
Will update about expedition camp at kota tinggi, with the band soon. Because right now, I don't have full pictures of it. (: Apologies. But overall it was funnnnnnnnnnn despite the tiredness. :D
TO MUZAP, You're a strong guy. You have faced many obstacles. The best Drum Major I ever had. We, as a band, love you so much. No words could defined that. Just be strong Muzap. I'm sure you can. Pray hard. I've seen you today, and frankly speaking its just hurt to see a friend of mine is a this condition. Thankyou for carrying my bag down the Gunung Panti. I didn't know you afraid of heights. Haiyo (: It shows you're brave! We, as a band, gonnaa pray for you. && of course the teachers and expedition leaders will pray hard Don't worry so much about band alright. Hack care for those whom you called them brothers but they end up at chalet. Hmpf. Get well soon Muzap. We all gonna miss your absence. (:
Thankyou for the Cheeseburger & Fries, Uin! ♥ [Okay right now, I'm fucking miss Iskandar :T]
Tsk. Im effing tired nowww. Eyes half close already. I woke up early in the morning, went gym with Sufi and Iskandar. Supposingly it was section outing to gym. But couldn't contact Hajarah. Pfft.
Hmpff. After gym, went sectionals at TreeHaus Park. With Hajarah. (: Okay we tried out the new piece from Esplanade. For our competition December. Ugh. The ensemble like so0oo0o BORING. Beethoven, what do you expect. Omggggg. Playing this piece must be careful with intonation, because the notes not that simple. Hmpfffffff. Okay blahblahblahhhhhh.
Went home at around 2pm+++. HUNGRYYYY okay! I left no bucks to eat. Mum and Dad not at home. But they left me Sardin bread. Haha! :D SEdapppppppppppppp!
&& now my head are spinninggg. PENINGGGG PENINGGGG :T okay im off
PROM NIGHT: 2 MORE DAYS TO GO. Wheeeeee! :) && I have to do a speech on that day. Wtfffff!
Okay. 3days I ignored my computer. && lots of things happened anyway. :)
Wednesday: Band practice, like whole day as usual. Morning was sectionals with the sec1 theory test. Theory test okay! Omggggg and my dear sec1 like whatever abit. Pfft. && we practice here and there. Should emphasis my dear section on their theory test lh. & I want that best section award. Bah! Okay dreaaamm on Hanizz :D && i saw His face was soo0oooo excited seeing Her today in band. Miss her? I guess. Ugh!
Today. Went out with Munirah, Noriyah and Umairah. Honestly idk where is Far East. BAH! && they brought me there. Motive was to buy their prom night stuff. I follow only, no money okay! Ugh. :T && i hate that. We walk around surveying first. At last Umairah bought her prom night stuff. It was drizzling. At least better than heavily rain at woodlands. Pfft.
Went Tangs, to pay a 'visit' at my dear Suzliyanti and Sarah working place. Heee :) Cool sei seeing themmm working. But irritating siaaa. As we walked in, play pretend like customers. Woaaa Suzliyanti didn't realised we were there. Too 'concentrate' on working lhhh. :D Sarah also. Heee :) Okay we did talk here and there. Cute lh seeing them workinggg. Farasyikin working at basement level. Okay whatever to her. :T
Went Bugis Street, find accesorries. Walk and walk. Explore cheap stuff. Omgggg! I saw cardigan for 10bucks. && lots of things. No wonder people kept saying; "Go Bugis lh. All cheap cheap! :)" Adoii.
Headed back to Woodlands. Umairah met her Tops. Teman her go buy stuff, again. :) Heee. && blahblahblahhhhh. Thenn head straight home. 'Cause my dear Father called me to go home. Pfft! Sucha mood breaker. Nvrmind, I did have funn today. Despite the tiredness.
Okay my legssssss are killing me! WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
I was reading Radhy's blog. & one of her post attracts me. Wheee (: Okay here it goes. :D
VIRGO- THE DAT'S BEEN AROUND (23/8) Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationship. So much love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their love is one of the kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet. Amazing in the you know where..!! Not the kind of person you wanna mess with- you might end up cryingg. (:
Firstly I would like give a shoutout: HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY NABILAH! :D heee :)baru nak jejak 16 ke kak. ic da buat? BAH! dear nabilah, have a great year ahead alright. ily and imy alot :)
Morning: Woke up late for gym. Hee :) Supossingly I should meet Sa'daa and Fathimah at 9am but i woke up at 8.45am. Haha! :D I had tight sleep that I didnt realise the time. Okay sorry Sa'daa & Fathimah. :) & I was late by half an hour. Bah! IT WAS RAINING HEAVILY OKAY! :D & i was drenched! eventhough i had umbrella. wtfff. I saw Chapika alone under the block when I was otw. Grab her with me as she heading to the stadium. Which is near to the gym. Tak salah apa kalau tolong menolonggg. Heee :) & see the reason why I was drenched. Haha :D :T okay blah blah blahhhh. I did intensive exercise. :) Went off at around 10.45am. Because both of them want catch this last episode drama. Haiyo! Pfft. Went stadium to meet Shafyka to get my umbrella back. & saw Nabil and Saiful. && also the saxophone section practising. Waaa cool :) then im off to home, duhhh?
Now I have no plansssssssssssss. I think I'm gonna call soulmate. Them call nabilahhh wish her happy birthdayyy. Wheeeeeeeeeee :D
Okay people. Sunday is Family Day alright. Therefore, we went for a picnic at Paris Ris Park. Whee :P Whole day was relax. Nothing much happened. Enjoying the breeze. && eat alot of junk food. Haha! our tent was near to convenience store. :) I get bored. So camwhoreeeee. After that I sleep. The breeze was effing cool. Seriously. & woke up with my mother bought me a apple juice, which I drank my sister Chocolate Blended/Shake [eyk?] idk. Heeee! :) Pasir Ris is near Tampines. After picnic, my dad drove us to Giant. We did window shopping only. Haha! :P && thats it for the day. :D [p.s I dont' know how to take reflection after so many try. & I hate it :T]
Okay, I'm effing tired now. Morning: Went for a big walk around Woodlands. Part of the morning exercise. :) Then mother text me saying they having breakfast outside. Gosh how the hell am I gonna go slim like this. Haha! :D && dad made me a new Ezlink card. yey :)
Afternoon: Today was full band rehearsal. Nothing much happening. Omgg I sucked at my playing. Didn't practice enough, I guess. Pfft. BUCK UP HANIZ! && there's new junior from saxophone to tuba. And is now at my trombone section. I cannot tolerate lazy people in my section, you see. That's the reason why he kept changing instrument in a year. POP's coming. Tsk.
&& My hair is black. Not totally all but some parts. Ms Ong asked me too. Hmpff. I left some part un-blacked. Haha! My dear section leader says I look like a 'minah rep' with dyed hair. Omfg. Eyk?
Alright, I've got nothing much to say. p.s I MISS GYM! SHOULDN'T BE EATING ALOT. UGH :T
To Narcy, thankyou so much for your concern. Waa like alot of times i said that. Haha! :) && yea should meet up someday. With all myspace crews [bandgeeks] <3
I don't know whats next for me now. Mum found out that I've been crying overnight. My eyes shows. But I wont tell her of course. Pfft.
I cant let him go. For now. Even he's really into that girl already. Waa. With all her sweetness that he just melt. When i see, for once I wanna screammm. Ugh
Today: Went Tampines Mall with family. And for once I feel so happy. Idk why. I just forgotten all about this fucking stuff. Seriously. && i think i just saw that son of the dhl. omggg just walked passed him but i didn't have the second glance. he's short eyk? omggg did i really saw himm? ok whatever.
Well Readers, you might find its just typical love story of mine. But seriously. I've been through nearly a year now. And im still love him. Which i have never been really in love. I don't know how to say this in words.
Every night, I tried to think back. What have I done wrong. The memories that I had with him. Go through ups and down together. When it comes to conclusion, he just did all this just to make me happy. Showing all his 'love' and 'concern', but he's lying. Right? Just to make me happy. But in the end, I suffer. Alott. I end up being such a stupid fool. Ugh :( Its isn't the same now. The situation is totally different. & idk what to do. Move on with life? Thats what people says. Its hard lh.
&& every night, i kept praying to God. to give me peace in mind. & i do pray for him. his safety and everything. to open up his mind and heart. let him think for the better. aminn.
With all my sacrifices for him, I do hope he never regret having me to be his ex, wife, bestmates. Even though he broke the promises that he made alot. pfft.
Morning: Went gym with Amalina. It was effing great lh. Got help from people there. They were very nice actually despite their age. Bah! :) And blah blah blahhh
Afternoon: Went to band practice. Meeting about the Kota Tinggi trip. The tour guide very the funny, duh. Bah! :) And sectionals as usual. My lips were effing pain. I played all the songs 1st. Like what the foot. Okaylh atleast train back my lips.
Night: I cooked as usual. But mum didnt eat. I dont know why. And i dont want know why. Serious i got no mood to care about people now. After hearing his confession. YES HIS CONFESSION :(
I've seen. I've heard. And I'm now feeling fucking horrible! :( Why now? Why? I dont understand. I feel rotten. Why?! You make me love you back. What am I?! Bahan teman mana mana kau nak pergi? Gitu?!
I sacrificed alot for you. First time for a guy. Whenever you're alone, who went up to you and be there for you? Whenever you have problems, with family and stuffs, who lend the ears to hear? Whenever you called, who talk to you for hours? Whenever its your birthday, who gave you presents? Whenever you're been criticized by people, who back up for you?
I did alot for you. Admit you didnt even like me. That i know. And you know ily. And i tried my best to make you realized that I really love you for who you are. Your patheticness and everything. People can't take it. And I don't know why I can. Even i kept saying 'i hate you', but deep inside there's still pieces of you left inside my heart. :{ What did I do now?! You did everything just to make me happy. Ya but in the end you're such playing around. Just to make me happy isnt enough when you're lying!
Now you did a confession, You liked her alot. Okay thats it. Like her alot. And you did sounded her. She's my sister bestfriend. And she's my darling. I cant face her. And i can even face you! :(
And now I'm feel like wanna screammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm loudddd. !! Ugh.
You don't care, duh? It shows. You can HahaHeheHuhu with me. I kept staring at the ceiling. Asking myself. Idk what. ] Stupid dumb foolish bitch i ammm. :'(
Guess what people? Today i went stadium and exercise. Haha! With Iskandar and Nabil. Seriously tau. :) Actually we wanted to go gym. But then no particulars stating that we're student. Or else we must pay $2.50 instead of $1.50. Doinks! :D It was kinda funn. I went for two rounds of brisk walk. Listening to my mp3player. No running. The track was slippery. Hee :) Sweat of course. And as the sun is rising, three of us was so damnnn hungryyy. BAH! :D Ate thosai at coffeeshop. Ey i ate only One thosai okayyyyy. Haha :) Decided to lepak at Nabil's cribs. And blah blah blah.
Nabil says he wanted to go toilet do business. Haha! So Iskandar ajak go bukit. Exercise okayy! Waaaa. Both of us went up the hill. Walk and talk talk. I sweat alotttt. :D Then Iskandar was being such a pathetic. Talk about Bonian and Pontianak. Gilaa punya anak. :) Okay atleast i can manage his crapiness. Oh whatever
Around lunch time, I met 'Oh Mother' Amalina. She wanted to meet me soo0oo much. Haha! Cute la. :) So i decided to bring her and raya my house duhh. From 2pm until 7pm. Haha waaaa eatt, chat with my mummm. Very long story lh. Then Amalima studied her combined sciences. :) And blah blah blahhh.
Well nothing much happening. Its just that I'm starting to be concern about my health and body. You see, big people have difficult life. Yea they have big size. Got dump in relationships because of their physical looks. And im so0 over it.
Okay. Happy Earthlings. :) Its Sunday. Not Saturday. && father going bring family to town. yeyness. :)
Yesterday, its was effing tiring. Went raya at Cikgu Nadzri house. Waaa we ate alot okay. Haha there were lots of Qihua kids. Very irritating kids. :) So there were Bintus and sisters, Umairah, Nurul and Me, duh? You see, SUPPOSINGLY Nabilah tag along. But last minute her Aunt Busu called. As she had an urgent family matter. Well its okay. Nanti band boleh jumpa okay :) Then Azlan, Khairul and Iqbal kita ajak. Memandangkan Azlan degil taknak ikot. Dan Iqbal pun kerja. Khai free gilaa. So dorang tak ikot raya lah, duhhh. EEE AZLAN GEDEK! :D
So after Cikgu Nadzri house, we dispersed. Patheticness left Umairah Nurul and Haniz. Ajak Iskandar ku. Waaa pergi Geylang. Gilaa punya anak tu. And so we went Nurlin, Amalina and Rizieyana house. Pathetic right three people only. But one house like 4bucks. Haha! Umairah so eager for green packets despite her sore eyes Hee :) really her eyes were effing red. But she still look beautiful. :)
Took Neoprints. Haha! Ey miss that zaman neoprint okay. Met Azmi at Causeway Point. He was so hyper active. His mouth cannot control. Ugh :) Ate at banquet. He belanja duh. Owe me one more meal okay Azmi. :) && my legs like so whatever. SAKIT LAH!
Okay here goes. I MISS ANABLUR. Wheeee. :)
[P.s Umairah, Get well soon okay soulmate :) Ilyvm.]
Hi, I'm Haniz Ella Montella Suzzest. 18.
I live with my parents still. I love my kick-asses, cos' they're au'som! & I don't need your fucking first impression to judge my self. I'm live my own life, with no restrictions. To me, life is full of shitxz. And I'm living it to the fullest.
I don't have a boyfriend. But I wish to marry an adorable handsome sexymaxy hotchocolatemelt prince one day. Ooolala. ♥
And I'm also known as aku datin, duhh or just datin.
Hey! My name is Joe And I work in a butter factory. I got a car, a dog, and a family. One day my boss came up to me and say; "Joe! Are you busy?!" I say; "No!" Turn the button with your right hand. tettetteetetetete! thennn continue; left hand, right leg, left leg, your butt, body, tongue. shake shake shake your bodyyyyyy ! :D
Okay I just lovee this songgg anywayy. I'll teach you whoever wants. Haha!
Four words: Kota Tinggi was funnnnn! We managed to climb up and down Gunung Panti for like 8hours. Which band could do that? Tell me tell me. Haha! The Waterfall there was effing cool, right band? Kinda slippery rocks. Whole band conquered that place. Haha! :D Campfire rocks the place. We did good job by put up a great show! I couldn't get funn picture we had together. && I should say a big round of applause to Msl Band. As they improved! They bonded! Yes bonding camp wasn't such a waste anyway. Gd job band! && I love you people. Now we have to pray for Sir Muzap alright. (:
[an unusual guy there who smile widely is Mr. Teddy, one of our instructor :)]
Will update about expedition camp at kota tinggi, with the band soon. Because right now, I don't have full pictures of it. (: Apologies. But overall it was funnnnnnnnnnn despite the tiredness. :D
TO MUZAP, You're a strong guy. You have faced many obstacles. The best Drum Major I ever had. We, as a band, love you so much. No words could defined that. Just be strong Muzap. I'm sure you can. Pray hard. I've seen you today, and frankly speaking its just hurt to see a friend of mine is a this condition. Thankyou for carrying my bag down the Gunung Panti. I didn't know you afraid of heights. Haiyo (: It shows you're brave! We, as a band, gonnaa pray for you. && of course the teachers and expedition leaders will pray hard Don't worry so much about band alright. Hack care for those whom you called them brothers but they end up at chalet. Hmpf. Get well soon Muzap. We all gonna miss your absence. (:
Thankyou for the Cheeseburger & Fries, Uin! ♥ [Okay right now, I'm fucking miss Iskandar :T]
Tsk. Im effing tired nowww. Eyes half close already. I woke up early in the morning, went gym with Sufi and Iskandar. Supposingly it was section outing to gym. But couldn't contact Hajarah. Pfft.
Hmpff. After gym, went sectionals at TreeHaus Park. With Hajarah. (: Okay we tried out the new piece from Esplanade. For our competition December. Ugh. The ensemble like so0oo0o BORING. Beethoven, what do you expect. Omggggg. Playing this piece must be careful with intonation, because the notes not that simple. Hmpfffffff. Okay blahblahblahhhhhh.
Went home at around 2pm+++. HUNGRYYYY okay! I left no bucks to eat. Mum and Dad not at home. But they left me Sardin bread. Haha! :D SEdapppppppppppppp!
&& now my head are spinninggg. PENINGGGG PENINGGGG :T okay im off
PROM NIGHT: 2 MORE DAYS TO GO. Wheeeeee! :) && I have to do a speech on that day. Wtfffff!
Okay. 3days I ignored my computer. && lots of things happened anyway. :)
Wednesday: Band practice, like whole day as usual. Morning was sectionals with the sec1 theory test. Theory test okay! Omggggg and my dear sec1 like whatever abit. Pfft. && we practice here and there. Should emphasis my dear section on their theory test lh. & I want that best section award. Bah! Okay dreaaamm on Hanizz :D && i saw His face was soo0oooo excited seeing Her today in band. Miss her? I guess. Ugh!
Today. Went out with Munirah, Noriyah and Umairah. Honestly idk where is Far East. BAH! && they brought me there. Motive was to buy their prom night stuff. I follow only, no money okay! Ugh. :T && i hate that. We walk around surveying first. At last Umairah bought her prom night stuff. It was drizzling. At least better than heavily rain at woodlands. Pfft.
Went Tangs, to pay a 'visit' at my dear Suzliyanti and Sarah working place. Heee :) Cool sei seeing themmm working. But irritating siaaa. As we walked in, play pretend like customers. Woaaa Suzliyanti didn't realised we were there. Too 'concentrate' on working lhhh. :D Sarah also. Heee :) Okay we did talk here and there. Cute lh seeing them workinggg. Farasyikin working at basement level. Okay whatever to her. :T
Went Bugis Street, find accesorries. Walk and walk. Explore cheap stuff. Omgggg! I saw cardigan for 10bucks. && lots of things. No wonder people kept saying; "Go Bugis lh. All cheap cheap! :)" Adoii.
Headed back to Woodlands. Umairah met her Tops. Teman her go buy stuff, again. :) Heee. && blahblahblahhhhh. Thenn head straight home. 'Cause my dear Father called me to go home. Pfft! Sucha mood breaker. Nvrmind, I did have funn today. Despite the tiredness.
Okay my legssssss are killing me! WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
I was reading Radhy's blog. & one of her post attracts me. Wheee (: Okay here it goes. :D
VIRGO- THE DAT'S BEEN AROUND (23/8) Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationship. So much love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their love is one of the kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet. Amazing in the you know where..!! Not the kind of person you wanna mess with- you might end up cryingg. (:
Firstly I would like give a shoutout: HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY NABILAH! :D heee :)baru nak jejak 16 ke kak. ic da buat? BAH! dear nabilah, have a great year ahead alright. ily and imy alot :)
Morning: Woke up late for gym. Hee :) Supossingly I should meet Sa'daa and Fathimah at 9am but i woke up at 8.45am. Haha! :D I had tight sleep that I didnt realise the time. Okay sorry Sa'daa & Fathimah. :) & I was late by half an hour. Bah! IT WAS RAINING HEAVILY OKAY! :D & i was drenched! eventhough i had umbrella. wtfff. I saw Chapika alone under the block when I was otw. Grab her with me as she heading to the stadium. Which is near to the gym. Tak salah apa kalau tolong menolonggg. Heee :) & see the reason why I was drenched. Haha :D :T okay blah blah blahhhh. I did intensive exercise. :) Went off at around 10.45am. Because both of them want catch this last episode drama. Haiyo! Pfft. Went stadium to meet Shafyka to get my umbrella back. & saw Nabil and Saiful. && also the saxophone section practising. Waaa cool :) then im off to home, duhhh?
Now I have no plansssssssssssss. I think I'm gonna call soulmate. Them call nabilahhh wish her happy birthdayyy. Wheeeeeeeeeee :D
Okay people. Sunday is Family Day alright. Therefore, we went for a picnic at Paris Ris Park. Whee :P Whole day was relax. Nothing much happened. Enjoying the breeze. && eat alot of junk food. Haha! our tent was near to convenience store. :) I get bored. So camwhoreeeee. After that I sleep. The breeze was effing cool. Seriously. & woke up with my mother bought me a apple juice, which I drank my sister Chocolate Blended/Shake [eyk?] idk. Heeee! :) Pasir Ris is near Tampines. After picnic, my dad drove us to Giant. We did window shopping only. Haha! :P && thats it for the day. :D [p.s I dont' know how to take reflection after so many try. & I hate it :T]
Okay, I'm effing tired now. Morning: Went for a big walk around Woodlands. Part of the morning exercise. :) Then mother text me saying they having breakfast outside. Gosh how the hell am I gonna go slim like this. Haha! :D && dad made me a new Ezlink card. yey :)
Afternoon: Today was full band rehearsal. Nothing much happening. Omgg I sucked at my playing. Didn't practice enough, I guess. Pfft. BUCK UP HANIZ! && there's new junior from saxophone to tuba. And is now at my trombone section. I cannot tolerate lazy people in my section, you see. That's the reason why he kept changing instrument in a year. POP's coming. Tsk.
&& My hair is black. Not totally all but some parts. Ms Ong asked me too. Hmpff. I left some part un-blacked. Haha! My dear section leader says I look like a 'minah rep' with dyed hair. Omfg. Eyk?
Alright, I've got nothing much to say. p.s I MISS GYM! SHOULDN'T BE EATING ALOT. UGH :T
To Narcy, thankyou so much for your concern. Waa like alot of times i said that. Haha! :) && yea should meet up someday. With all myspace crews [bandgeeks] <3
I don't know whats next for me now. Mum found out that I've been crying overnight. My eyes shows. But I wont tell her of course. Pfft.
I cant let him go. For now. Even he's really into that girl already. Waa. With all her sweetness that he just melt. When i see, for once I wanna screammm. Ugh
Today: Went Tampines Mall with family. And for once I feel so happy. Idk why. I just forgotten all about this fucking stuff. Seriously. && i think i just saw that son of the dhl. omggg just walked passed him but i didn't have the second glance. he's short eyk? omggg did i really saw himm? ok whatever.
Well Readers, you might find its just typical love story of mine. But seriously. I've been through nearly a year now. And im still love him. Which i have never been really in love. I don't know how to say this in words.
Every night, I tried to think back. What have I done wrong. The memories that I had with him. Go through ups and down together. When it comes to conclusion, he just did all this just to make me happy. Showing all his 'love' and 'concern', but he's lying. Right? Just to make me happy. But in the end, I suffer. Alott. I end up being such a stupid fool. Ugh :( Its isn't the same now. The situation is totally different. & idk what to do. Move on with life? Thats what people says. Its hard lh.
&& every night, i kept praying to God. to give me peace in mind. & i do pray for him. his safety and everything. to open up his mind and heart. let him think for the better. aminn.
With all my sacrifices for him, I do hope he never regret having me to be his ex, wife, bestmates. Even though he broke the promises that he made alot. pfft.
Morning: Went gym with Amalina. It was effing great lh. Got help from people there. They were very nice actually despite their age. Bah! :) And blah blah blahhh
Afternoon: Went to band practice. Meeting about the Kota Tinggi trip. The tour guide very the funny, duh. Bah! :) And sectionals as usual. My lips were effing pain. I played all the songs 1st. Like what the foot. Okaylh atleast train back my lips.
Night: I cooked as usual. But mum didnt eat. I dont know why. And i dont want know why. Serious i got no mood to care about people now. After hearing his confession. YES HIS CONFESSION :(
I've seen. I've heard. And I'm now feeling fucking horrible! :( Why now? Why? I dont understand. I feel rotten. Why?! You make me love you back. What am I?! Bahan teman mana mana kau nak pergi? Gitu?!
I sacrificed alot for you. First time for a guy. Whenever you're alone, who went up to you and be there for you? Whenever you have problems, with family and stuffs, who lend the ears to hear? Whenever you called, who talk to you for hours? Whenever its your birthday, who gave you presents? Whenever you're been criticized by people, who back up for you?
I did alot for you. Admit you didnt even like me. That i know. And you know ily. And i tried my best to make you realized that I really love you for who you are. Your patheticness and everything. People can't take it. And I don't know why I can. Even i kept saying 'i hate you', but deep inside there's still pieces of you left inside my heart. :{ What did I do now?! You did everything just to make me happy. Ya but in the end you're such playing around. Just to make me happy isnt enough when you're lying!
Now you did a confession, You liked her alot. Okay thats it. Like her alot. And you did sounded her. She's my sister bestfriend. And she's my darling. I cant face her. And i can even face you! :(
And now I'm feel like wanna screammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm loudddd. !! Ugh.
You don't care, duh? It shows. You can HahaHeheHuhu with me. I kept staring at the ceiling. Asking myself. Idk what. ] Stupid dumb foolish bitch i ammm. :'(
Guess what people? Today i went stadium and exercise. Haha! With Iskandar and Nabil. Seriously tau. :) Actually we wanted to go gym. But then no particulars stating that we're student. Or else we must pay $2.50 instead of $1.50. Doinks! :D It was kinda funn. I went for two rounds of brisk walk. Listening to my mp3player. No running. The track was slippery. Hee :) Sweat of course. And as the sun is rising, three of us was so damnnn hungryyy. BAH! :D Ate thosai at coffeeshop. Ey i ate only One thosai okayyyyy. Haha :) Decided to lepak at Nabil's cribs. And blah blah blah.
Nabil says he wanted to go toilet do business. Haha! So Iskandar ajak go bukit. Exercise okayy! Waaaa. Both of us went up the hill. Walk and talk talk. I sweat alotttt. :D Then Iskandar was being such a pathetic. Talk about Bonian and Pontianak. Gilaa punya anak. :) Okay atleast i can manage his crapiness. Oh whatever
Around lunch time, I met 'Oh Mother' Amalina. She wanted to meet me soo0oo much. Haha! Cute la. :) So i decided to bring her and raya my house duhh. From 2pm until 7pm. Haha waaaa eatt, chat with my mummm. Very long story lh. Then Amalima studied her combined sciences. :) And blah blah blahhh.
Well nothing much happening. Its just that I'm starting to be concern about my health and body. You see, big people have difficult life. Yea they have big size. Got dump in relationships because of their physical looks. And im so0 over it.
Okay. Happy Earthlings. :) Its Sunday. Not Saturday. && father going bring family to town. yeyness. :)
Yesterday, its was effing tiring. Went raya at Cikgu Nadzri house. Waaa we ate alot okay. Haha there were lots of Qihua kids. Very irritating kids. :) So there were Bintus and sisters, Umairah, Nurul and Me, duh? You see, SUPPOSINGLY Nabilah tag along. But last minute her Aunt Busu called. As she had an urgent family matter. Well its okay. Nanti band boleh jumpa okay :) Then Azlan, Khairul and Iqbal kita ajak. Memandangkan Azlan degil taknak ikot. Dan Iqbal pun kerja. Khai free gilaa. So dorang tak ikot raya lah, duhhh. EEE AZLAN GEDEK! :D
So after Cikgu Nadzri house, we dispersed. Patheticness left Umairah Nurul and Haniz. Ajak Iskandar ku. Waaa pergi Geylang. Gilaa punya anak tu. And so we went Nurlin, Amalina and Rizieyana house. Pathetic right three people only. But one house like 4bucks. Haha! Umairah so eager for green packets despite her sore eyes Hee :) really her eyes were effing red. But she still look beautiful. :)
Took Neoprints. Haha! Ey miss that zaman neoprint okay. Met Azmi at Causeway Point. He was so hyper active. His mouth cannot control. Ugh :) Ate at banquet. He belanja duh. Owe me one more meal okay Azmi. :) && my legs like so whatever. SAKIT LAH!
Okay here goes. I MISS ANABLUR. Wheeee. :)
[P.s Umairah, Get well soon okay soulmate :) Ilyvm.]