      (see! full moon.. ahh i lalaloveee ^^)
saturday was random yet au'som! its been awhile since i stepped to town. i and isque met diana during her break time, we sat outside 313 @ somerset and washed eyes (cuci mata la!). we're like sort off gave critics/comments to some passerby-s. hahaha. da kes takde kerja okay.i and isque went shafiq's flea market at orchard central. like omfg, the flea markets was like ze' bombzx! so cheap. i wanted to get those dresses and my-boyfriend tee shirt, but heck no money no talk. ): but but.... isque bought bubble gum earpiece for us two. adorable much sia that bitch. aha! ^^ too bad his earpiece don't have the left-right signs. =p (tu la tak check betul-betul) so we waited for shafiq, and bounced back home. pity shafiq, he looked damn shagged.thks isque for the au' som night! i hahahate you, bitch. sehidup semati lu tetap teman sejiwa gua uh babe. & ytd was full moon! awww~ where there's full moon, there's us. cute! hahaha. bestmates foreverrrrrr *wiggle fingersss* ok whatever much sei.ps i bet somehow someday that bonchet gonna read this blog. & whats more, twitter. hahaha. here's for you, i lalalove you, bonchet♥. how i wish Ns don't exist, and that you won't go away.Labels: FULL MOON
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
 does happy pills exist? i need some plss. firstly, happiest 21st birthday sher♥!!
yesterday was fucking long day for us. usual practice in the morning, and sher's 21st birthday chalet till late night. it was ze bombzzxz. and ffilarun (aliff) was there too!! miss that bugger marn. thanks xida's parents for the awesome new car ride. i'm lucky that i didn't get grounded. HAHA such thing call grounded at the age of 18? ouh yeaa you got that right. -fml-
& i called soulmate. tergerak hati nak call since da berzaman tak jumpa. maklum lah org tu da ada boy-prennnnn. hahahaha oopssss.
today supposed to be family outing to the beach, but as usual parents tend to take back their words. alaaaaaaaaaaamak bingit betul! -____- i should have stay over at sher's chalet if i knew they've cancelled it. ugh.
now, tell me where do i get happy pills? or even anti stress pills plsss.
and yesterday i brought back home with a responsibility on my shoulders. since i wasn't the first choice in mind, i'll prove my self and that you won't regret. what i have now is my fantastic trombone section which we still have the strong bond in us. keep up guys.
new resolution: to like kids. (cos' all along i hate those irritating noisy kids, wailing babies or toddler)i know thats random. but ytd xida wanted to take picture with a this kid. but the kid seems to walked away, and xida (-.-) like gundu follow the kid. hahahaha. i felt rather irritated, so i grab the kid and carried him. naaaaaa problem solved! but the kid didn't want to look at the camera. i felt like giving him kiss, cos he's cute actually. (: hehehe gatal. eh, atleast i tried to make my resolution work okay!
Thursday, January 21, 2010 
you'll always be my favourite
i swear thats random. ^^ currently in class. doing nothing, wandering around, at the same time feeling pissed. (Y) ok bye mofos. anw, i'm still joblessssssssss. GRRR.
Tuesday, January 19, 2010  & i'm not asking anything from you, luv.
want know smtg? i like your hug. (: met some awesome ppl. and hangout @ CCK. the wind was cool. very much cold that i shivered as it blows. its going to be 2 am. and i'm quite awake still. GREAT! -.-
eveyone's seem to be busy. and i could say that i'm free most of my time. one reason; I'M UNEMPLOYED. unlike most of my friends. awesome pa. hmpff. I NEED A JOB, seriously. SHER! NINA! Can I work at hotel tu??
i should be sleeping, cos' i need to wake up as early for sw. and i can't afford to skip cos' its 'black' already. i wouldn't want fail that fucking module else i need retake. mrepek kan. alaaa lazy!
anw, i have this classmate whom i have nothing against with. its going to be a year already, only now i know that she fucking hate me. i find it hilarious though. cos' my laughter seems to be her problem. wtf sia girl. please laa, don't let me start critising your skin colour, cos' i fucking hate your race. sorry no offence. why would i not hate you, when you've been making faces behind my back. one day i hope to punch your fucking mickey mouse face, grab & twist you rebonded hair, drag you and kick your skinny stomach and butt. and also, dig out your fucking big eyes. waa shiokkk. (Okay thats too much I know. But fck it!)
i'm sooooooo gonna meet you tmr, or worst, for the next two months. i swear i'm shoot ugly nasty words on you back, girl. you're messing with the wrong bitch here. HA HA HA.
I NEED A JOB asap can.
k bye sucka.
Thursday, January 14, 2010  can i dig my head in a hole and never come out? AHHHHHHHHHHHH. k fuck bye. ily♥
Wednesday, January 13, 2010 & i cried.
first cry in 2010. )': there's a song goes; baru lah, aku mengaku cinta kita telah musnah.
anw d.a, eventho' if we're still friends. it'll be totally different.
but i hope its not. :/
& bonch, imy.
    feelings change overnight. thats what i feel. things happened for a reason. thats what i thought. despite listening to xida's advice, i let nature takes it course. waited for answers to come. & God opened up my heart and accept the fact. accepting the fact that i leave you in dilemma. & you've actually waited for her long enough. and i, is just mere crush? see, the answers came to me by itself. with you pretending nothing happened. when new year's eve was aww-so-sweet to me. but now its gone. vanished... and never it'll ever happen again. bcos your words are just pure words. isn't it? when your heart is for someone else since past six years. i always being left hanging. knowing the truth, i myself confused. how should i feel now? happy? sad? disappointed? i let it be. i wished to step back. so you won't be in dilemma. i wished that you're happy, and that the girl will one day accept you for who you are. but one thing for sure, i'm still here for you if you're in need. maybe cos' i'm already in love with you. surprisingly, i am. besides, we're best of friends still. thats enough for me already. stay that way. that would prevent being hurt. till then, ilyboy. ♥now that, i penned down all my thoughts that i kept since last night, or even past weeks. i hope to fulfill my project without any disturbance in mind. by tonight. or my group will get penalised. sorry girls ): at the same time, i miss umairah my dear soulmate, badly.i hadn't meet her for quite some time. bbygirl, i missssssssed you. plsss meet sooon okay? i loveeee you bby. k bye world.
 besides those loveshits i'm facing right now, there's always some people who made my day. & this is what happen when STEPH gets bored. she'll be nonsense. i've printed screen isk and i conversation but its fucking gone cos i didn't save properly. fck it.
 i miss you ver ver much, boy& i shall wait 'till you're certain of your feelings/thoughtsjust don't leave me will you :/
sch's in tmr. and i'm looking forward for the next holidays already. but that'll be another 2mths? ahhh holidays come faster. k bye.
 i've been staying at home for... two days? freaking bored i know. at least xida is here, right behind me reading what i'm typing. kaypoh right. can say that again. hahahaha! alalala. love love kamu la bengok. ♥
tmr tmr !! band practice. meeting every one. i'm sooooo sex-cited! k bye. (:
almost forgot, happy 2010 world. peace people.
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