my days are numbered. can i just die now ? dear god, take away my life now pls. i can barely stand on my own now, and i can't take it anymore. its really painful...
Sometimes, your close ones aren't the ones that care for you, because they knew that they'll be cared and loved by us, that's all matters to them. &what do we get? Nothing. Nothing, I tell you.
I feel like I'm being used. I felt more useless. Its so damnmotherfcuking frustrating. I just need Soulmate now. Bbygirl..... 'my head is spinning. and my anger management, sometimes, uncontrollable. and I will, end up, thinking of death. imagining things that are beyond control. I've become more sensitive, I'll get hurt with words and actions now. I hate it, I really hate it. then I'll found myself tearing, when, to think of it, its not a big fuck. I hate it. and I asked myself over and time, am I going crazy or insane. and I'll hit my bloody head 'till its gone. i know no one could help, except for myself. Whats wrong with me? I know I'm not okay.' ):
&baby, its our secondmonthsary today. I'm sorry, I couldn't spend much time with you. I hope you understand. ♥
I swear, Jason Mraz looks damn hot in that formal outfit with the tie. Can I kiss you, Mraz?
Baby, it will be our second monthsary on the ninth. Eventho' I'm yours, you know its hard for me. And you'll wait for that. Give me time will you. Oh baby, I'm sorry. ):
Hi, I'm Haniz Ella Montella Suzzest. 18.
I live with my parents still. I love my kick-asses, cos' they're au'som! & I don't need your fucking first impression to judge my self. I'm live my own life, with no restrictions. To me, life is full of shitxz. And I'm living it to the fullest.
I don't have a boyfriend. But I wish to marry an adorable handsome sexymaxy hotchocolatemelt prince one day. Ooolala. ♥
And I'm also known as aku datin, duhh or just datin.
my days are numbered. can i just die now ? dear god, take away my life now pls. i can barely stand on my own now, and i can't take it anymore. its really painful...
Sometimes, your close ones aren't the ones that care for you, because they knew that they'll be cared and loved by us, that's all matters to them. &what do we get? Nothing. Nothing, I tell you.
I feel like I'm being used. I felt more useless. Its so damnmotherfcuking frustrating. I just need Soulmate now. Bbygirl..... 'my head is spinning. and my anger management, sometimes, uncontrollable. and I will, end up, thinking of death. imagining things that are beyond control. I've become more sensitive, I'll get hurt with words and actions now. I hate it, I really hate it. then I'll found myself tearing, when, to think of it, its not a big fuck. I hate it. and I asked myself over and time, am I going crazy or insane. and I'll hit my bloody head 'till its gone. i know no one could help, except for myself. Whats wrong with me? I know I'm not okay.' ):
&baby, its our secondmonthsary today. I'm sorry, I couldn't spend much time with you. I hope you understand. ♥
I swear, Jason Mraz looks damn hot in that formal outfit with the tie. Can I kiss you, Mraz?
Baby, it will be our second monthsary on the ninth. Eventho' I'm yours, you know its hard for me. And you'll wait for that. Give me time will you. Oh baby, I'm sorry. ):
