thanks all fer the text messages:
hsff, firza, amin, karim, fathimah, amalina, anaablur, nabira, afiqah, umairah, joreen, lishan, zafirah, aqilah, bintus, danial, hidayah, zulfiqar, nysa, xida, fatima, nohr, mia, syakirah, uin, zyeza, eunice, aunty yati, larla, azmi bestie, nora azura, nurrishah, iskismail, syikin.
to those who wished through facebook, tagboard and face to face, thanksssss like a gazillion times too.
amin, thanks fer thee celebration over at the titanic last night. i still haven't touch ben&jerry yet! waiting the right time to eat. like i've said, mesti nikmati, bukan murah tu oi!. hahaha. thanks sooooo much bff. i love ya so so so so so frickin' much. and happy one year. ♥
xida, thanks fer lying to me. and make me worth wait fer you at bus stop, thinking that your mum really wanna pass me stuff. i was awed that you really sweat finding small cake fer me. hehehe. worth 3.50 huh. =D HAHA! thanks alot my dear. ♥
wonderous, thanks fer the volcom wallet. i really didn't expect that to come from you girls. its beautiful, and i love it. thankssss like a gazillion times wonderous! and and whatever happens, we still be friends forever k. sayanggggggggggggg korg. ♥
mum, thanks for making me cry the whole night.
p.s to that skinny pig, you don't have to pretend that you remembered my frickin' birthday. i don't like to play pretend with you okay. so unglam. get that in mind pls. thx.
pictures will upload soooon.
i'm dozing off soon.
bye.
happy birthday haniz. :/should i make a wish?don't bother.happy birthday to zafirah too.
Thursday, August 20, 2009 
i wish i wish
for JUICE Mag.
that'll will be the best gift for my eighteenth.
i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you so so so so much x1000 -_______-
i have alot in mind, right here right now.
i wish to pour it all out.
- two weeks ago, i stepped into marsiling band. and i've seen alot of changes as a whole. the atmosphere i felt rather different now. i'm like an alien there. i sat with my babies. sadly there's only three of them. the rest? even the sl is not there. i don't wish to spout anything, but to guide them throughout the rehearsal. i tried my best. more sadly, they ain't the best. sorry babies. but this isn't what i expected. ): one word, disappointing. but, i still have faith in you babies k.
- ytd. work was prettymuch fun. with only amin and myself did closing. cos kailin left early. my awesome manager was unexpectedly hyper for some reasons. so we extended till' 11.30pm, and surprisingly camwhore abit. its amin's last day and ma'am last week in delifrance so, layan kan dorg je. hahaha! and with that, looking at both of them my heart saddened cos my journey with them ended. both of them were the ones that i trust most, and that believed in me when i stepped into working world. thanks to them. i'm able to continue working after two months 'break'.
amin, eventho we meet everywk, i'm so gonna miss working with you, hearing you whining 'bout customers, and ignoring you when your masam face starts to show, and also 'SATU HARI BERSAMA HANIZ'. and, many many more. haha. thanks for everything, amin. and i really mean e-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-g. i love you prettymore.
m'am angie, since the day i enter this industry you really have the patience on me despite of countless of reminders 'bout this and that. well i guess i'll never meet any other managers like you. cos you're everything that words could describe you. eventho' my journey with you is a short one, i enjoyed e-v-e-r-y bit of it. it'll be kept deep in my heart. i wish you all the best working in the ir kay. and yes, i'll take every advise that you gave. i love you.
- to you, fckin' asshole
i was surprised that you actually made such remark 'bout me to those people. who are you to judge me when you barely knew me. eh dude, i don't keep any of your pictures, neither i crop out your pictures. i don't stalk you dumbass. i don't even know where you lived. worst, i barely talked to you! i can't even look at you cos you're just a piece of shit! do you know that? you think you a big fck that i would go crazy with. you're just plain childish, and your attitude is worstworstworstworst than a feminine lady. i never met such a guy like you in my life. you're pure disgrace to the world marnnnnnnn. jgn perasan la kay. aku langsung takda feeling sia dgn kau. seriously muka kau tak handsome pun. no wonder orgorg act cold kat aku, ni semua gara-gara kau uh! if you don't stop spouting nonsense now, i swear i'm sooooo gonna trash you upside down. remember this; you're just a piece of shit! @##$%%#@! -__________-
- i miss alot of people in my life. e-v-e-r-y-o-n-e is important in my life. i wonder how they're doing now. where are they? tell me. ):
- awaiting for friday night. there's lots of things to do. but hopefully it goes well. i'm prettymuch sex-cited 'bout this! cos cos cos, erhemmmmmm for me to know for you to find out.
- &boy, i miss you. [veryverymuch] ♥
Thursday, August 13, 2009 
finally, i've completed basic personal make up class. and will be moving on to advance class after raya. mumsy's gonna sponsor, duhh. part gini semua sanggup uh dia tu. hmpf. i think my future is all in mumsy's hand. tsk.
time check: 3.01 am.
days passed, and i've been staying up late nights. i couldn't sleep. all i did was wondering around house, watched teevee, and browsed thru internet, lookin' at my hp thinking who would have the same disease as mine. why?
i've got school later at eight.
and i'm shagged.
Wednesday, August 12, 2009  erika's
i was all geared up for self revision but it all went to trash cos i realised i left my notes inside locker. so i did self practice on my makeup skills, since tmr's final test. and seriously i suck at colours! help??
work can be suck sometimes. but still, i love that french restaurant.
i'm not in my best mood these few days. happy, sad, frustrated, irritated. mixed feelings uh. and i'm not really looking forward for anything this week. and i only realised that next week's my eighteenth. o.0 i've got nothing to expect since most plans canceled due to fasting month. hmmm. well, let nature takes its course laa eh.
i suddenly have the urge to smoke, again. k mrepek i kno'.
stress! ah fml. fck it.
k bye mofos.
 well today, dinner over at madjack with hsff.♥ ♥boy, nothin' much for your belated birthday present. but i hope you kenyang la kay. and you made my day, despite the shitx i faced at home just now. i will never forget today. (:
saya like kamu sgtsgt.
Saturday, August 08, 2009  adelle'si can say that i'm a big spender in a bad way. knowing that my pay barely reached hundred fifty. i've spent most on food. due to the fact that everytime money's in my hands, i got fickled minded about shopping. help?? accompanied amin shopping ytd, i envied him. cox he listed down what he needed. whereas me, so much of 'eh i'll buy this!','payday i'm soo gonna buy this!'. i end up buying bangles only, and loads of food. & i got myself thinking the whole night 'bout this. ):
since now, i'm in love wearing leggings. i need more long tops! with that small amount of money left, bugis is the only choice. oooyea, i think what my friends said about me is true. where there's bugis, there's me. -__- fck it.
tmr's plan; work till one, then head straight to bugis. tag, anyone??
and oh, happy 44th birthday singapore! [adv]
p.s i miss sheesha-ing.
nysa, pichass bby. (:
 narcy is the sex.friday was well spent with cliques. movie 'up' was great, but a bit of draggy. we had a short close-eye session. only nysa was fricking sex-cited throughout the movie. hahaha. accompanied amin shopping. so nysa and myself concluded that, guys are way difficult shopper than girls. betul betul betul? amin, you should act like singaporean okay. you know we know. hahaha.
p.s i had bad hair day. sucks.
Thursday, August 06, 2009  I love Adelle's style.
i'm done with role play, like finally. phew. tmr's friday. everyone [well not all] is going to be in red red red. gerek pe. i don't wish to attend tmr's frickin' celebration, but nvm, once a year anyway. &its also going to be only me and syikin. fatima fly off to kay-ayle after sunrise.
menses really took away my mood. and i'm feeling the heat most of the time marnn. fucked up over littlest thing. eat like there's no tmr. to add on, i'm not fully recover from fever yet. sheesh. what a life. i don't feel like leaving the house either. coop myself in room, turn on the max volume, till the window break? yeaa. fml. fck it. warming to all, don't irritate me pls. thx.
p.s i don't want be the middle person or, worst, third party in any way. i treat everyone's the same and equal. if you felt insecure, then that's your problem. i lead my own life, & i'm sick and tired to care so much about what other people think. like it hate it, i don't give a shitxz. (: peace!
i miss nohr and umairah.
Wednesday, August 05, 2009 
movie with the girls were awesome. 'murderer' is a must watch. tmr's role play! i have yet memorise my script. goodnesss. friday will be red and white day. after which meet up with the cliques. hell yea i miss them alrd. its gonna be fricking funfun friday i hope. hohoho. amin!! aku nak tgk kau senyum eh. no angryface pls. anyway, i have my schedule set for next week and nextnext week. its gonna be hectic and full of shitxz, not. sundayworking which means double pay! woohoo. monday which i hope no other plans clash. hehehe. its alrd august bby. holy mth is weeks time. my eighteenth, hmmmm, i have no idea whats its gona be like this year. lets just leave it to fate aye. hahaha. payday's in by thursday night. but idk when i'm gona get my money. hmpffff. so much of sharing account. sheessssssh. i want maa marnnn-nehhh mummmehhhh. kaaaaching kaaaching!
tonight's full moon. oh, i love you, full moon.
HAPPIEST NINETEENTH HASIFFHAMRAN [!!]
Sorry to make you go down under the blk just for that cake. Muka busuk sei! But, nice right right. Huhuhu. May you bless with full of happiness and long live. Boy, Madjack on Monday kay kay. ♥
 [amin, see! first okay. just for you. haha!]
saturday was shagged. morning was band rehearsal. then my cliques had lunch, went bugis for nysa's stuff, had dessert at nearby coffeeshop, headed to paragon to support jazz band. we went to toys'r'us, and by then everyone's half dead alrd. we headed to marina sq for fireworks. waited waited. tht frickin' karim wanna go home alrd. until nysa said he look like one of GG cast, Chuck Base? [whatever his name is -.-] he started to pose here and there, nysa was tryna take his purrrfect angle. pantat uh tu karim! hahaha. nysa, you did the right thing actually for making him wait for fireworks, but karim, you fckin irritating, even kat escalator mrt pun nak pose. hahahaha! nvm. aku love korg sgtsgt. amin! kau pun kay. xoxowhat makes my saturday the best? bumping onto very important people in my life that'll forever-n-everrrr be in my heart. my fav girls that we chiong for our fricking olvls obviously! yana, sarah, rozmira, zyeza, and uin [!!] waaa kita da mcm makcik makcik. ♥
 [we decided to take typical mats&minahs pose. hahaha!]tmr's monday? ahh damn. it's gonna be another hectic week.
but one thing fo' sure, movie with my girls [fatty and syikin] after school. like finally!
p.s forty eight more hours to go, boy. pls don't hate your day. ♥
till then. hasta la vista mofos.
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