Mdm Radha, maybe what you wrote in the postcard is true enough. nobody care. nobody knows. nobody understand. what the hell am I doing in this world? thanks for bringing me to this world. but i suffer more than i enjoy here. 17 years of living. now you're blaming me. sarcastism, bias, dividing love, curse & God knows whats more. thats all you've given me. after so much i've given to family. call me part time maid, call me a slut. it hurts mother. & ignoring me when you saw me crying the room. why dad? i've roughly planned my future, and needed support from you. but you chose to look down on me. & not guiding me. then i sound sympathetic to my friends asking them for their support and guidance. you also accuse them for my attitude change. wtf don't blame them. where is the love mum dad? who should i turn to when this shitzszs kept happened to me. no one. lock myself in the room, and scream at my pillow. thats all i do. whats more? i will threaten my life not sleeping, not eating the whole night. what will i get? fatigue and migrain. my days here are numbered. believe me or not, its all upto you. yet, i brush aside all these with a smile. i don't wanna be a burden to anyone. i smile, i laugh, i gossip, i bitch around. just to drain all these shit. this is me.
Zac Efron & Vanessa Hudgens somehow looks cute together. I could seee the spark everytime they dance, sing and look at each other. Btw, HSM3 was awesome. Despite the inconsiderate people and full house of kids and minahreps and matreps, I enjoyed the movie and worth my money to watch. [psst. I'm the hardcore fan of HSM] The comfy seat, sweet popcorns and girlfriends was equally awesome too. && Soulmate, Nohr and I shopped at Cotton On. More to shop, when we own lots&lots of moneyyy. I'm eyeing three stuffs alrd. (:
♥♥♥ I love Lucas Grabeel.
Happy 18th year Anniversary to Mum & Dad. May you both live long and always be happy together. Old alrd, but young at heart. Ily ♥
After O's, I need to get back on track. - grab my camera and snapsnapsnap - continue with vocal classes. - touch up on my trombone skills. - work, like obviously.
I wonder how the hell I'm gonna find time. But who cares. I'm free like a bird after O's.
Early in my Saturday morning, I woke up to help mother to cook. We had mini open house for close relatives. So, there's variety of food. Yummmmmmmmy. I called Amin to come over since he's somewhere outside, and have not raya my house. In the end after three hours of waiting, Amin came along with Sadik & Khalia at around 9.30plus. Its like as if they have traveled from Kuala Lumpur to Singapore. HAHA! Sadik was, again, idling with my camera and took pretty handsome face of his. & ours too okay. ^.^
to three of you: thanks for coming to my comfy home. i hope you guys like the food, the teevee shows, the awesome sofa and fan, and whatsoever. & gave awesome entertainment from the keyboard. atleast my saturday was worth spent.
Nuff said. Pictures now, and pardon my fugly face. Amin, CLICK HERE
I'm deadbeat now. Tomorrow's another day which lead me to dilemma. Cg Nadzri's Open Hse? or, Study Session with usual cliques?
14 October. 5S2 YOK RAYA YOKK! It was bomb diggity! Somehow I really enjoyed my day with them. Sarah & Iqbal joined us. As the saying goes, the more the merrier. Since I'm the organizer, I don't select or give numbers of people to join us. Raya whatttt. Even Sarah enjoyed with us. OOPs pedas sangat bahasa ku. Selamat Hari Raya! Nuff said.
Happiest 40th Birthday To You! eee, daa tuaaa. ^.^ May you live long and always be happy. Thanks for bringing me to this Earth. & I knew you liked my present. Haha. Am I a good daughther now? ♥ I LOVE YOU MOTHER !
Meeting Time: 12.30PM Place: Yishun Subway. Syakirah's house first, okay.
For those who wanna meet me first; Meeting time: 12PM, Boots and Shoes.
& to that bitch, can you please stop asking me lots of question, and bugging me to call people and changing all my plans. might as well, you organize this outing, am i right. so, you just shut the fcuk up. and follow what i say. if you don't like, then i advise not to follow us. like you said, you rather go with your mother what. anyway, it doesn't make a difference if you're going anot. so shoooooo!
sesungguhnya kita semangat buat video nie. enjoy laughing. peace yaww! & the middle one is dedicated to RANDOM ASS. selamat hari raya ^.^
to suhanah/liyana/umairah/isk/azura: thanks for making this rayaa worthwhile. eventhough i changed the timing and places over and time, and we have to travel from one end to another. despite all that, we had fun, right. ^.^ xoxo
I Love You, Soul. We share only you know I know. Teeheeeeee!
I'm pretty much ecstatic maybe because, I'm getting married! Haha! Ya rraigggght. I'm hoping Band Raya Outing today will turn out much much better than last year's. & more kecoh since my bunch of best awesomest kids gonna raya with us.
to steph: plsssssss call/tag okay. I can't get through you, bby. need to talk to you. urgent.
It would be totally made my life more worthwhile If you could just sing me this song, really. ♥
OH! Let me become a materialistic bitch for 30 seconds. Okay go! "My dad bought headphone for me! So big and comfy. Even the ants cannot sneak through. Its damn good quality lor. & it cost him 19 bucks only. Got class okay! Philips brand, and bought at Courts. Cool or what? OMFG laaa. Thanks sooo much Daddy! Love you."
Isn't it fun bitching in the middle of the night? I get more hyper at night than in a day. All sorts of thinking coming through my mind. Hooooogahooooga. Yaddiyaddiyayaa.
NAZRUL IS SUCHA ADDICTIVE WHORE! yes, he is. the best you ever had.
I have eyes and ears. I can see, and I can hear. & I have brain to think. Human?
Would you spent your time blogging about all the stuffs you or whoever bought, and state the shop name/ sizes/ brands/ &! the prices? Think. Have you come across these kind of people? Seriously, ini semua tidak perlu okay. Like as if people care about what you shopped. Or you wanna show off your capability of owning such expensive stuffs? Worse, there's such people who compare their 'capability' with their very own friends. Like 'OH mine got CLASS'. :O OMFG. I mean, its totally fine posting pictures, and sharing it to the world. Even I did that too. But stating the prices, 'showing off' or whatsoever, like 'APEK JUAL SAYUR'. Its what I call P-A-T-H-E-T-I-C.
I know I should mind my own business, because its their life raiggght. But its super irritating actually. & like I've always said, Siapa makan cili terasa pedas. Sooo ya. Peace yaw!
Where are you? I'm sorry for being a jerk. & I miss you so much, Bestie. ♥
I've been having sleepless nights. I've spent my nights junking alot of food. That explains why my school uniform kinda tight now. But who cares? & I will stare up the ceiling, and count stars. Raigghht! As the result, eyebags production occurs and migraine attacks. Pfft. 'O' levels 'O' levels 'O'levels
p.s Isk, thanks alotlotlot for the hoodie. It fits nicely for my size. So it worth of our time spent surveying up and down Bugis. & the uglyfugly auntie who curse us loudly. Crazy whore. Thanks like a gazillion times, pakcik. Forever I love you, bestmate! ♥
Now, take that! For being an irritating brat; paisey yourself for six times! HAHA! You've make my day, and Bestie too. ♥
Yesterday Study session with the usuals, and two new ones. Thanks to Sadik and Amin, due to the fact that they idling with my phone, the very first faces in my album. Okay presenting, them. FYI, preferable in slideshows. & took a video which Amin have uploaded in his blog. A mini stupid jackass. Okay ggoo.
BURST.
A piece of note: Don't judge us as BFFs, just because we meet frequently. That's P-A-T-H-E-T-I-C. You got it all wrong, sucka. Shooooo.
Boy, where were you? Until now, you have not texted me anything. Not even any of typical raya text, and no forgiveness or what. Its not as if we just knew each other like that. I'm expecting something from you actually. Maybe because you usually be the first to text me on any special occasion. & I thought it would be me this year, and you would at least reply. But you didn't. Boy, I'm just having this weird feeling that you've changed a bit. Not because of that stupid reason I've mentioned above of course. But throughout the fasting month, many things happened and you're facing shits. Somehow or another, you don't sound the real you. & I can get hurt by your words, fyi. I don't know/don't want to elaborate much. & I'm talking about someone whose real close to me besides Isk, whom went hiatus out of the sudden. Ohwell, suits you boy. Disappointing.
Friends are worldwide, they come and go. True friends last a lifetime. Hais.
p.s I'm not looking forward for today's afternoon practice. Just don't care or ask why. Cause that would help. Thank you very much. Appreciate it a lot.
Ohwell, I skipped school today. So I managed to clean the kitchen, and especially, my room. GAH! God knows why I kept so much junks inside my prettypinky room. I don't like throwing things away, but I have too.
In the afternoon, Isk called & asked me out. We did. & went to Raffles to meet this Ananda guy for medication. We saw unexpected people everywhere we go, like super irritating really. Sorry no offence.
Isk, take care of yourself alright. You may look fine, but honestly, seeing you 'tahantahan' your cough isn't good for yourself. Good thing we met Ananda today. ♥♥♥
Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Dan Batin Kedengaran tadbir. Menjelangnya Syawal setelah sebulan berpuasa. Datin ingin mohon ampun maaf atas segala terkasar bahasa dan perangai tidak tentu. Halalkan makan minum ya. Okay, kita enjoy habis habis. O's & N's, jangan lupa belajar rajinrajin tau. & jangan jadi pemalas macam Datin nie tak pergi sekolah. ^^
&& Sesiapa mahu megajak saya beraya sesama, sila hubungi saya disini yaa. [kalau takda number saya laaa kannn] Hehe! &hearts&hearts&hearts
Hi, I'm Haniz Ella Montella Suzzest. 18.
I live with my parents still. I love my kick-asses, cos' they're au'som! & I don't need your fucking first impression to judge my self. I'm live my own life, with no restrictions. To me, life is full of shitxz. And I'm living it to the fullest.
I don't have a boyfriend. But I wish to marry an adorable handsome sexymaxy hotchocolatemelt prince one day. Ooolala. ♥
And I'm also known as aku datin, duhh or just datin.
Mdm Radha, maybe what you wrote in the postcard is true enough. nobody care. nobody knows. nobody understand. what the hell am I doing in this world? thanks for bringing me to this world. but i suffer more than i enjoy here. 17 years of living. now you're blaming me. sarcastism, bias, dividing love, curse & God knows whats more. thats all you've given me. after so much i've given to family. call me part time maid, call me a slut. it hurts mother. & ignoring me when you saw me crying the room. why dad? i've roughly planned my future, and needed support from you. but you chose to look down on me. & not guiding me. then i sound sympathetic to my friends asking them for their support and guidance. you also accuse them for my attitude change. wtf don't blame them. where is the love mum dad? who should i turn to when this shitzszs kept happened to me. no one. lock myself in the room, and scream at my pillow. thats all i do. whats more? i will threaten my life not sleeping, not eating the whole night. what will i get? fatigue and migrain. my days here are numbered. believe me or not, its all upto you. yet, i brush aside all these with a smile. i don't wanna be a burden to anyone. i smile, i laugh, i gossip, i bitch around. just to drain all these shit. this is me.
Zac Efron & Vanessa Hudgens somehow looks cute together. I could seee the spark everytime they dance, sing and look at each other. Btw, HSM3 was awesome. Despite the inconsiderate people and full house of kids and minahreps and matreps, I enjoyed the movie and worth my money to watch. [psst. I'm the hardcore fan of HSM] The comfy seat, sweet popcorns and girlfriends was equally awesome too. && Soulmate, Nohr and I shopped at Cotton On. More to shop, when we own lots&lots of moneyyy. I'm eyeing three stuffs alrd. (:
♥♥♥ I love Lucas Grabeel.
Happy 18th year Anniversary to Mum & Dad. May you both live long and always be happy together. Old alrd, but young at heart. Ily ♥
After O's, I need to get back on track. - grab my camera and snapsnapsnap - continue with vocal classes. - touch up on my trombone skills. - work, like obviously.
I wonder how the hell I'm gonna find time. But who cares. I'm free like a bird after O's.
Early in my Saturday morning, I woke up to help mother to cook. We had mini open house for close relatives. So, there's variety of food. Yummmmmmmmy. I called Amin to come over since he's somewhere outside, and have not raya my house. In the end after three hours of waiting, Amin came along with Sadik & Khalia at around 9.30plus. Its like as if they have traveled from Kuala Lumpur to Singapore. HAHA! Sadik was, again, idling with my camera and took pretty handsome face of his. & ours too okay. ^.^
to three of you: thanks for coming to my comfy home. i hope you guys like the food, the teevee shows, the awesome sofa and fan, and whatsoever. & gave awesome entertainment from the keyboard. atleast my saturday was worth spent.
Nuff said. Pictures now, and pardon my fugly face. Amin, CLICK HERE
I'm deadbeat now. Tomorrow's another day which lead me to dilemma. Cg Nadzri's Open Hse? or, Study Session with usual cliques?
14 October. 5S2 YOK RAYA YOKK! It was bomb diggity! Somehow I really enjoyed my day with them. Sarah & Iqbal joined us. As the saying goes, the more the merrier. Since I'm the organizer, I don't select or give numbers of people to join us. Raya whatttt. Even Sarah enjoyed with us. OOPs pedas sangat bahasa ku. Selamat Hari Raya! Nuff said.
Happiest 40th Birthday To You! eee, daa tuaaa. ^.^ May you live long and always be happy. Thanks for bringing me to this Earth. & I knew you liked my present. Haha. Am I a good daughther now? ♥ I LOVE YOU MOTHER !
Meeting Time: 12.30PM Place: Yishun Subway. Syakirah's house first, okay.
For those who wanna meet me first; Meeting time: 12PM, Boots and Shoes.
& to that bitch, can you please stop asking me lots of question, and bugging me to call people and changing all my plans. might as well, you organize this outing, am i right. so, you just shut the fcuk up. and follow what i say. if you don't like, then i advise not to follow us. like you said, you rather go with your mother what. anyway, it doesn't make a difference if you're going anot. so shoooooo!
sesungguhnya kita semangat buat video nie. enjoy laughing. peace yaww! & the middle one is dedicated to RANDOM ASS. selamat hari raya ^.^
to suhanah/liyana/umairah/isk/azura: thanks for making this rayaa worthwhile. eventhough i changed the timing and places over and time, and we have to travel from one end to another. despite all that, we had fun, right. ^.^ xoxo
I Love You, Soul. We share only you know I know. Teeheeeeee!
I'm pretty much ecstatic maybe because, I'm getting married! Haha! Ya rraigggght. I'm hoping Band Raya Outing today will turn out much much better than last year's. & more kecoh since my bunch of best awesomest kids gonna raya with us.
to steph: plsssssss call/tag okay. I can't get through you, bby. need to talk to you. urgent.
It would be totally made my life more worthwhile If you could just sing me this song, really. ♥
OH! Let me become a materialistic bitch for 30 seconds. Okay go! "My dad bought headphone for me! So big and comfy. Even the ants cannot sneak through. Its damn good quality lor. & it cost him 19 bucks only. Got class okay! Philips brand, and bought at Courts. Cool or what? OMFG laaa. Thanks sooo much Daddy! Love you."
Isn't it fun bitching in the middle of the night? I get more hyper at night than in a day. All sorts of thinking coming through my mind. Hooooogahooooga. Yaddiyaddiyayaa.
NAZRUL IS SUCHA ADDICTIVE WHORE! yes, he is. the best you ever had.
I have eyes and ears. I can see, and I can hear. & I have brain to think. Human?
Would you spent your time blogging about all the stuffs you or whoever bought, and state the shop name/ sizes/ brands/ &! the prices? Think. Have you come across these kind of people? Seriously, ini semua tidak perlu okay. Like as if people care about what you shopped. Or you wanna show off your capability of owning such expensive stuffs? Worse, there's such people who compare their 'capability' with their very own friends. Like 'OH mine got CLASS'. :O OMFG. I mean, its totally fine posting pictures, and sharing it to the world. Even I did that too. But stating the prices, 'showing off' or whatsoever, like 'APEK JUAL SAYUR'. Its what I call P-A-T-H-E-T-I-C.
I know I should mind my own business, because its their life raiggght. But its super irritating actually. & like I've always said, Siapa makan cili terasa pedas. Sooo ya. Peace yaw!
Where are you? I'm sorry for being a jerk. & I miss you so much, Bestie. ♥
I've been having sleepless nights. I've spent my nights junking alot of food. That explains why my school uniform kinda tight now. But who cares? & I will stare up the ceiling, and count stars. Raigghht! As the result, eyebags production occurs and migraine attacks. Pfft. 'O' levels 'O' levels 'O'levels
p.s Isk, thanks alotlotlot for the hoodie. It fits nicely for my size. So it worth of our time spent surveying up and down Bugis. & the uglyfugly auntie who curse us loudly. Crazy whore. Thanks like a gazillion times, pakcik. Forever I love you, bestmate! ♥
Now, take that! For being an irritating brat; paisey yourself for six times! HAHA! You've make my day, and Bestie too. ♥
Yesterday Study session with the usuals, and two new ones. Thanks to Sadik and Amin, due to the fact that they idling with my phone, the very first faces in my album. Okay presenting, them. FYI, preferable in slideshows. & took a video which Amin have uploaded in his blog. A mini stupid jackass. Okay ggoo.
BURST.
A piece of note: Don't judge us as BFFs, just because we meet frequently. That's P-A-T-H-E-T-I-C. You got it all wrong, sucka. Shooooo.
Boy, where were you? Until now, you have not texted me anything. Not even any of typical raya text, and no forgiveness or what. Its not as if we just knew each other like that. I'm expecting something from you actually. Maybe because you usually be the first to text me on any special occasion. & I thought it would be me this year, and you would at least reply. But you didn't. Boy, I'm just having this weird feeling that you've changed a bit. Not because of that stupid reason I've mentioned above of course. But throughout the fasting month, many things happened and you're facing shits. Somehow or another, you don't sound the real you. & I can get hurt by your words, fyi. I don't know/don't want to elaborate much. & I'm talking about someone whose real close to me besides Isk, whom went hiatus out of the sudden. Ohwell, suits you boy. Disappointing.
Friends are worldwide, they come and go. True friends last a lifetime. Hais.
p.s I'm not looking forward for today's afternoon practice. Just don't care or ask why. Cause that would help. Thank you very much. Appreciate it a lot.
Ohwell, I skipped school today. So I managed to clean the kitchen, and especially, my room. GAH! God knows why I kept so much junks inside my prettypinky room. I don't like throwing things away, but I have too.
In the afternoon, Isk called & asked me out. We did. & went to Raffles to meet this Ananda guy for medication. We saw unexpected people everywhere we go, like super irritating really. Sorry no offence.
Isk, take care of yourself alright. You may look fine, but honestly, seeing you 'tahantahan' your cough isn't good for yourself. Good thing we met Ananda today. ♥♥♥
Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Dan Batin Kedengaran tadbir. Menjelangnya Syawal setelah sebulan berpuasa. Datin ingin mohon ampun maaf atas segala terkasar bahasa dan perangai tidak tentu. Halalkan makan minum ya. Okay, kita enjoy habis habis. O's & N's, jangan lupa belajar rajinrajin tau. & jangan jadi pemalas macam Datin nie tak pergi sekolah. ^^
&& Sesiapa mahu megajak saya beraya sesama, sila hubungi saya disini yaa. [kalau takda number saya laaa kannn] Hehe! &hearts&hearts&hearts
