currently listening to this song ((:



playing facebook and got addicted to it. still confused how it goes.

[ps i deadly miss that someone, dearest ):]

went out with my aunties
meet up with aunty yati first.
then meet aunty earnie family somewhere.

ate at swensen. waaaa!
[three times in a month already :D]

aunty yati got her salary.
and she bought me stuff.
white bag, hairclip and food.

baby natasha was so0 cute.
&& nadiah gonna be in playgroup next year.
waaaa so fast she's grown.

&& i've got to know that my uncle [aunty earnie husband],
he's a discipline teacher who canes students.
arghhhhhhh! haha! i didnt know okay.
thought he's just an ordinary science teacher. ((:


chopchopchop.
decided to overnight at granny's house.
yeynessss. then sister called asked me out tomorrow.
lazy la. ((:

happy new year people. goodbye 2007, hello 2008.
another life in marsiling secondary.
((:

P.O.P was a bomb!
gd job band. ((:

first night was our ensemble piece.
it was amazing for some section.
came out with different entertainment.

im loving Hyrude's flute solo. goosebumps okay!
the saxophonist were so0 cute with their lemon-christmas-tree. :D
the percussionist are the best!
my trombone section played beethoven funeral song.
last minute idea, used my junior to be undertaker carrying trombone case as coffin.
bahahahahahahahhaahahahah ! ((:

second day. didnt feel any urgency in the day.
cause' we were too relax i guess.

but as the time goes nearer to our show.
i became so kanchiong and stressed up. pfft!
the grease dance were sucha mess as we used the stage.
mrs chua gave comment, and i had to make abit changes anyway.

and when get to know the procedure of our pop.
i was fucked up at first.
it starts with our band two piece. then CO's played in the middle.
finale is our band again. the grease dance was in between of our show.
how the hell we gonna have time to change clothes ?
mr tan and mrs chua, myself munirah uin and some people sat,
and sort things out. pfft.

i began to tell myself, sometimes last minute thing, works. ((: hahahaha.

then that night, we put our 200% effort into it.
and we did it! especially our this love
it gave the audience go woooooooooow!!
&& blue ridge saga gave our dear alumnis cried. (:

& i cried too, cause' i screwed up the song.
ughhh. bad thing. i had small-but-pain ulcer on my lips.
and i played first part on that song which the notes were so high.
& my lips were too dry. hmpffff!
i had to stop and imitate, couldnt tahan anymore. )': so sorry.
haiyoo!

when its the C.O starts,
its was fast gaming sia. everyone were rushing at the backstage and toilet.
cramming with each other. espeacially girls as we changed from top to toe.
wear skinnys. walauwei! guys were kinda relax actually. haha!

the situation was tense where people so into it.
it shows that we were really making our show happening.
and we did! ((: the audience go woooooooo! fiiwwwwwwwwwwwwit!
waa! :D
&& i realised the girls were very pretty.
gawdddddddd great experience.

had to change back to our band uniform in 4mins.
everything and really everythinng.
boots, long socks, bowtie, button up everything.
omggggggg i was sweating awayyyyyyyyyy. adoi.

that night was super funnnnn.
i met with my alumnis and everyone. ((:
especially my ex bandmajor and his gf.
long time didnt get to see them.

his gf, my ex section leader when i was sec1/2
came up to me and say "Haniz, I'm so proud of you"
she just gave wide smile, and i hugged her tightly.
[there's a story behind why she said that] (:

then mrs chua called me to her table.
where all the conductors sat in that table.

mr yeh, mr lim were familiar conductors in our band.
they gave two thumbs up to me, for the grease dance.
i was blurblur at first really. then mrs chua talked to them in chinese idk what.
then they told me that they enjoyed the grease dance.
all i could do was just, put my hand together and say simple thankyou (:

and one thing that just made my my mouth shut
but i was so0o0oo0 happy about. (:
mr tan point and introduced myself to them saying, 'trombone sl'
i was shook my head and denied. but he ignored.
duhh, i am not in any position in the band.

i wasss so happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy okay!
not because being called that title.
but i've accomplished my wished!
yes my wish. to gain back mr tan, mrs chua and mostly ms ong trusts towards myself.
after what happened last two years.

i believe, once you broke one's trust, its hard to gain back.

yes! that night was really a big accomplishment for myself.
all my hardwork effort paid off. gain trust back from my band teachers.
everything. ((:

at the end of the night, talked things out with the section.
i had to say some things with our section.
which my sl dont understand and got wrong about how i feel.
pfft.

despite that, was abit disappointed with some people.
i guess i shouldnt put so much hope on people to come for our pop.
my last pop actually. hmmmmm thanks Jearelle for coming (:
how i wished i could add names to thank. :T

nevermind. i believe there's always next time (:

last day, was relax.
played games with the CO's
lame games they had. [sorry no offence]

ours was water bomb. and water hose too!
bahahahhahhaha ((: myself and some people bought watergun.
mine always got snatch by that either sufi or whoever without myself realising.
haiyooo! and everyone were all wet!

the seniors were wet all the way. 3 groups continously.
adoi. but funnnnnn okay! made water bombs and realised its dirty water.
gawdddd lucky i didnt shower in the morning. bahahahahhaha! ((:

end of our camp.
sat at 137 [normal...] and talked until late afternoon.
hot topic! about that girl. hahahahahhahaa :D

we realised that everything time we gather always that hot topic.
((: eventhough repeat few times, wont get bored one. haha!

&& i found myself easily talking to someone,
who used to talked to me without looking at my face.
haiyoooo! pathetic people.


funnn, enjoyed, disappointment, and big accomplishment. ((:

[ps im soo gonna miss my dear sec4s! mostly everyone. booo :T. its was gonna be bored left three pathetic girls going sec5. haha! ((: do come back alright.]

INVITATION TO MARSILING CONCERT BAND PASSING OUT PARADE

Venue: Marsiling Secondary School [School Hall]
Time & Date: 28 December 7pm

Guest people: Chinese Orchestra

Light snacks will be provided
[dont be too gready alright auntiesuncles makcikpakcik nenekdatuk(:]

something different this year. winkwink* jengjengjeng

final dance practice was great.
eventhough not totally perfect.
they did their best i know. ((: gd job!
keep the spirits high alright.

i hope on the day of our p.o.p, it went well.
aminnnnnn. important factor: enjoy!

afterwhich, had lunch at banquet.
with dearest, azmi and zul.
&& it was dearest treat. haha!
he bought myself horfun chicken with coke. ((:
i was smiling awayyyyyyyyyyyyyy, after so long he didnt get to treat me.

so we gossipssss. haha!
about this girl. yea this pathetic girl.
happily gossips, then she came along with her friends.
bahahahahahahahahhahaha good joke.

chopchopchop.
met amalina and nabilah.
walked and joke around
just kill the time so on.
then some gone already

best thing:
the leftover people bought watergun.
at woodlands mrt shop.
haha! uin's idea. just $1.50. ((:
the shop owner there looks pathetic at us.
until its out of stock. left bigger ones. :D

okay we fill the watergun .
on the spot, where lots of people coming in out of mrt
we shoot each other. hahahahahahhahahahhaha! (:
chaos habis!

went admiralty park.
found the kids there. we shoot.
targeted fateha. got all wet.
they're gone and thats it.

sat down. chilling and talking.
talked about lots of stuff.
laughed and joked around [normal...]
recalling back all the memories.
the disastrous kl trip, prom night experiences
about someone and lots lots of thing. ((:
it went smooth. until the time passes by
we didn't realise. so dispersed.

and back home, mother cooked Nasi Ayam!
yummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmy. *slurp*

ps be away for 3days band camp alright (:

met my section mates at around 6pm.
went to sheng shiong.
bought camp breakfast. woahhh shopping habis!

fock out kinda more money.
as two of our juniors didn't turn up.
17+bucks, divided by four people.

thankyou Hajarah!
for extra $1.35. ((:
i hope there's enough food for all.

anyway, it was kinda fun.
section outing; just the current seniors.
laughhh laughh laughhh crack jokess. ((:
sufi being sucha disgusting.

accompanied dearest cut his hair.
now better haircut than last time.
&& it took like half an hour.
pathetic siakk! pfft. :T
my butt got bigger i guess, sitting down.
watch chinese show there. [every salon must have tv right?]
while he enjoying the lady stylist. :D

then dearest sent myself home.
not really at doorstep. just the bridge around there.
like few blocks away. ((: atleast something.
rather than i walked alone in the dark.
all these banglas around, drunkard. eeek!

he says that he wanted to treat me tmr.
finally! wheee ((: iloveyou ♥

tmr morning. final grease dance practice.
before pop. i hope it goes well.
whoever didn't turn up tomorrow, out you go.

i mean i had enough with irresponsible people.
who just take this lightly. thinking its nothing.

just because im not part of band leaders,
that doesn't mean you give no respect to me
when i tried my best to communicate with you.
listening to your ideas and everything. okay?
i know i blowed up the last time, and im sorry.
which is now im more flexible with you people.
no nags, no scoldings, no frustration.
but sometimes things get on top of my head.
i admit im not a good 'teacher'. i tried.
you ?

yes, you people did super great job.
by doing your best dancing. ((:
and being comfortable with your partner.
gd job! ((: keep up.

but come on, passing out parade [p.o.p] soon.
its your p.o.p. your show. put in all your hard effort in.

[ps this is not a complain or scolding.]
whoever think it is, your own problem.

now the important thing is : to enjoy these 3day camp ((:

enough saying.

band practice as per normal.
done drilling. [no comment]
not bad, gd improvement after few naggings.

its been awhile actually.
since ive got punished. haha! (:
got pumping && my hands are super aching.
and legs too. gawddddd.

done sectionals.
went through our ensemble piece.
niceeeeeeee ! hate it at first.
now im lovinnnnnnng it.
funeral song, so what.

chopchopchop.
dance sucked!
one person blur, everybody affected.
gdjob! ughhhh :T

met azmi. with amalina
recalling back where we've gone.
aahh! bought Chicken at cold storage.
then walk to admiralty park.
the weather was effing hot.
got the place & eat eat eat.
azmi step hygienic used tissue paper.
haha! ((: whatever.

went woodgrove.
amalina signed up for job.
don't ask where. myob thankyou. (:

whereas, i was at fairprice.
enjoying the feeling of christmas.
songs and jingly bells. bought honeystar and choc milk.
okaylh today i got abit of money to eat :D alot somemore. haiyo!

sat at one of our favourite stop.
sat there and azmi was doing these stuff.
making flower out of paper. cool thing.
but i gave up 75%. haha! ((:
yes azmi! haniz gave up.

stomach problem.
tahan tahan until home.
follow this bacin go cut hair.
the hair now better i should say
atleast i tahan my stuff okay!

everything was manual.
walked and walked.
except for one bus trip.
talked and gossipssss.
laughed. stomach ache.
fun but effing tiring day. ((:

fine azmi, seriously ive forgotten some interesting happening today.
but i wont forget that, ZIPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP! :DD
how was the feeling anyway? cooling right? hahahahha!
anyway, thanks for the chicken! ((: its was unhygienically delicious.

okay now, my legs cramp all over.
&& im fucking pissed off with these one news.
ughh. people nowadays, stupid decision

anyway, passing out parade soon. :T

enough saying. (:

ps note to azmi: sick; take care of yourself alright.
or should i say, take care of yourself horrrrr. ((:

early afternoon went funan itmall.
dad collecting free computer.
waaaa for aunty.
ate at Swensen. saw childhood friend, Emil.

met uin and shid
at raffles subway.
waiting for like 1hour.
woah i finished atleat two chapters of my book okay!

chopchopchop.
went SCH.
enjoyed At Dawn They Slept
there were goosebumps all over. ((:
im loving the percussion ensemble piece
they danced! wooohooooo powerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

peixin primary kids were so adorable.
enjoyed everybits of their performance.

the encore, BEST!
favourite; Oteyawakani. ((:

&& not forgetting postcad from singapore.
fuhhhhlemakkkkkkkkkkkkkkk feeling habis!
remembering those times like woahhhhhhhh.
almost to tears. cheyyyyy ((:
thanks yuying!

had fun. went straight home.

to nysa: we didnt get to talk to you. but we had funnn! i lovee your band's uniform la. very cute ((:

currently listening to this song (:



thanks to roxanne.
i got addicted to it. ((:

band practice.
sec 1 registration.
brother is part of msl family.
wth?!

drilling in the morning.
mum and dad watched them
while waiting for brother to come.
waa paiseh paiseh ((:

for someone, who says my dad very cute
bahahahahahahaha (:

during band,
went through dance steps for This Love
very weird at first, i didn't want to dance.
with the help of Sir Hasyim ,
it goes well. ((:

well, i should say i had funnnnnn.
laughinggggggg non stop.
crapped all over.

my cheeks are hurting me.
gawddddddddddddddd :DD

okay P.O.P is like a week now.
arghhhh!

Invitation:

Marsiling Concert Band Passing Out Parade
28December, 7pm
Light Snack will provided. [ps dont be too greedy okay makcikpakcik!]

Special Performance: Marsiling Chinese Orchestra
[must they have :T]

i would wish myspace bandgeeks could come.
and all my friends that ive invited.
whoever. ((:

SELAMAT HARI AIDILADHA PEOPLE!

went granny's cribs.
like always, lots lots of food there.

rendang, ayam masak merah, serunding and lots more.
yumm yummmmmmy ((:

neighbours sent food
so double up eveything.
but granny's is the best!

family gathering
so it was so chaos!
with kids all over the place.
with newborn baby, Natasha. ((:
she's very very very cute laaaa.
i loveee her ♥

very bored
im the 'kakak besar' [big sister] over there.
babsitting them all. ((:
while dad, uncle and aunty having adult talking.

aah! they also congratulate me.
awwh so sweet.
&& Achik Yati [aunty] gonna treat me this weekend!
yeynessss.

had second round of food.
waaaaa. then off straight home.

&& azmi asked for a date. haha!
sorry azmi.





[the reason the place was chaos (:]


[Baby Natasha ♥]


[Natasha sister, Nadiah Qysara (:]


[siblings; dad, uncle, achik yati]

okay thats it.

smsed siti nabilah bte rashid.
but she didn't reply. :(
miss her alot lot lot lot lot lot.
her laughter and everything. :T

siti nabilah bte rashid,
the kid whom i hate 3years back.
the kid whom i love now and.
a friend who will be there when needed.
a girl who brings food to class.
a girlfriend to amir. (:

nb, its been awhile we didnt meet and talk much.
but i want to let you know that.
you've been the best twin friend ever.
&& have brought myself friends with people
like iqbal, azlan, khairul and much much more.

we've gone through four years of friendship.
ups and down. with or without each other.
and i hope it will keep going strong.
all those memories just brought myself to tears.
still remember "the fourkids"
its still exist okay.

i wish you all the best to you.
choose whats right and best for yourself.
i want see you smiling.
happy with boyf, and mostly family.
new world out there, take care of yourself alright.
new friends & old friends, just dont forget us
try cut down smoking. (: you know what i mean.

&& lastly, i want to apologise to you.
for eeverything.

im soooo gonna miss you, siti nabilah bte rashid.

sec5? higher nitec?

9 points
two choices above
boring courses
life
parents
band

these are all inside my thoughts now.
frankly speaking, ive been promoted.
happy? disappointed? i dont really know actually.

all the best kid in my class, all gone.
they've move on, but not the same pace as myself.
wtf?!

anyway, Congrats to myself
&& to all who make to secondary 5 now.

my best kids from 4s1 and 4s2:
all the best to you people in life
im so0o gonna miss you people alright.
jiwa budak acad takmo hilang. ♥
'mau tryyyyy pe?!' quoted by iqbal sarip
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

life has to move onnn though.

Do this without complain
eventhough was asked to. ((:

Favourites:

Colour: White
Food: Sushi
Song: currently About You Now
Movie: Hindustan
Sport: Catching?
Day of the week: Sunday
Season: Summer
Ice Cream: Cornetto

Currents

Mood: happy + upset
Taste: ??
Clothes: HardRock Cafe
Desktop: Dell
Time: 11.19pm
Surrounding: Quite cooling
Annoyance: Snoring of brother
Thoughts: Lots of things actually

First

Bestfriend: Umairah
Crush: My band major 3yrs back. :D
Movie: Idk
Lie: To my parents
Music: ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ

Last

Cigarette: 2years ago
Drink[Alcohol]: No way!
Phone Call: Iskandar
Cd played: Rihanna, I think

Have you ever Dated your bestfriend: No
Broken the law: No
Been arrested: No, would i been here typing if i'm arrested
Skinny-dipped: ??
Been on tv: Yerp.
Kissed someone you don't know: Once

5 things you are wearing: shirt, skirt, headphones specs, undergarments
4 things you've done today: take my nlvl results, cook, shower, smsed
3 things you can hear right now: mother's laptop, dad's xbox, irritating fan
1 thing you do when you're bored: i sing!

5 people to do this:
Umairah
Azmi
Hajarah
Yaani
Chapika
[ps i dont think they'll do laaaaa ((:]

results! results!
can't wait okay. ((:

either promoted to sec5 or nitec.
can't we have better choice. adoi.

was pissed off.
with these certain people.
but was entertain by azmi.
he just made my day seriously.
okay there's these emoticons in msn,
just made me laugh when he put it.

he gave chipmunks songs.
very very very very cute la sei!
seriously im so lovingggggggggggggg it.

&& not forgetting,
soulmate who says 'ily'
it just put a smile on my face.
& i love her more alright.

'soulmates go throught ups and down together'
qouted by soulmate

see the reason why i depend most on these two people.
they're my friends, duhh?
friends help in any wayy. ((:

now my heart go dapdupdapdup.
sec5? nitec?

IM FUCKING PISSEDDDDDDDDDDDDDD OFFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

PEOPLE BEHAVING WEIRDD!

IF I COULDNT MAKE TO SEC5,
FINE! I WONT COME BACK.
I NEED A LIFE. THAN THINKING ABOUT YOU PEOPLE.
ESPECIALLY YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ALL MY HARDWORK TO MAKE YOU PEOPLE TOGETHER
ALL GONEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WITH YOU PEOPLE BEHAVING LIKE KIDS.
FUCK OFFF!

ARGHGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

ITS ALREADY GOING TO BE ONE YEAR.
FOUR YEARS OF MY LIFE.
AND I HAD ENOUGH. ENOUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
YOU PEOPLE ARE ON YOUR OWN! GO FIND WHATS BEST FOR YOU PEOPLE.
DONT EVER ASK THE ALUMNI FOR HELP. UGH!

ANYWAY, GUYS DONT WORTH MY TEARS.
quoted by soulmate

went vivo city with myspace bandgeeks
with Shid, Nysa, Uin. ((:

met Uin at Mzp's.
yey! missed those cute siblings.
Fifi wants hp and bugging for it.
Uin asked her to count one to ten,
then she give hp. cute thing kann.
the problem is Fifi dont know. bah! :D

okay chop chop.
met nysa and shid at habourfront subway.
uin and myself were like late by an hour.
[sorry nysa and shid! ((:]

bought LJS Combo1 meal. $3.90!
cheap right. okay i didnt know actually ((:
ate at somewhere outside facing Sentosa.
monorail passed by. with sea ports.
aah! outside HOG'S BREATH. all the pigs!
they got pig santa claus mascots!
weird.

we talked, gossipssssssssssssssss.
hot topic: about these trumpet playboy.
&& this fat girl from myspace too.
haha! :D gossipsssss habis!
the weather was rather cooling.
&& we end up at toilet. ((:

window shopping.
no money no talk.
like for some people, they working mah.
while waiting for their salary, they look around.
see if there's size for them. the price and everything.
right shid? :D haha!

saw this shop called 'Loang & Noi'
&& Uin made this irritating voice of her.
"LOANG NOI! LOANG NOI!"
wtf sound like irritating old amoi.
very very funnyy ((:

Uin sprayed herself these splashed
which smelled like toilet. Bah! :D
Shid found these parfums
then dont remember who, found toilette
hahahahahahahahahhahahahahaha get it?
okay nvrmind. only four us understand. ((:

camwhored. people smooching.
gawdd in public?!

JOKE OF THE DAY:
there this girl, she wanted to walk on the safer ground grass.
as her friend told that its slippery. (:
okay. she walked slowly as she scared she'll fall.
then before she stepped onto the ground, suay!
she slipped and fell!! hahahahahhahahhahhhahahahahahah.
she slided and got all wet. with all the grassy smell.
eewwwww okay! ((:
there's these tourist admiring the christmas tree behind,
got shocked by her bumpy sound. && they tooo laughed! cb kia funny uh?!
two of her friends were laughinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnng away, like nobody business.
& her kindest soul friend help her up. thanks ey! ((:
she was lucky that it happens at night and not that many people there.
hahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahhahahhaahhaah!
funny? hhahahahahahha :D


went home.
Shid was still so energetic, laughinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnng away.
the whole mrt trip. until she reached Khatib, still laughinggg.
siaosiaogirl ((: hahahahahaahhahahahha.
so pity that someone, working the next day.
bahahahahahahhahahahahaha :D right shid?

reached home around 12am.
parents were fumed.
but who cares?!
i had funnnnnnnnnnn alright.
thanks shid nysa uin! ((:

pictures i dont have much.
hp is such a bitch nowadays.
nysa! shid! uin! picturess picturesss!

countdown 'N' level results: 2days

Seringkali ku terbayang wajahmu
Bibirmu mengucapkan cinta padaku
Belum sempat ku nikmati ku tersedar
Dari angan angan kian pudar

Memori cinta berbunga
Pun menghinggap di ingatan
Seperti sang merpati di dahan
Puas sudah ku berusaha
'Tuk melupakan segalanya
Namun senyummu masih...


Dengan hari yang berlalu hanyutlah impian
Tapi ku masih menanti nantikan
Kehadiran seorang insan
Yang akan menggegar

Naluri seluruh tubuhku
Menyinar bak suria
Mentari mengisi hati tanda ceria
Setelah puas mencari
Tak pernah ku menduga
Kerna senyummu masih ada dihatiku
Di jiwaku.. Ooohh
Oh senyummu..

Memori cinta berbunga
Pun menghinggap di ingatan
Seperti sang merpati di dahan
Puas sudah ku berusaha
'Tuk melupakan segalanya
Namun senyummu masih ada

super duper bored.
raining; stuck at home again.
end up camwhoring in my room.
i want go out! gawddddddddddddddddddddd

frustrated and dissappointed
things happened again. im so0o pissed
i love my friends
but they end hate towards each other.
then what? i become the middle person.
wth?! i had enough okay people :T

might going out with uinku.
meeting nysa to take the tix.
idk, havent ask parents yet.
i hope they let. been rotting at home few days. (:

ps im wayyyyyyyyyy excited for my Nlevel results. yeynessssssssss :D

countdown 'N' level results: 3days

stuck at home
raining cats and dogs.
cold weather, brought me to christmas feelings.
still remember those kids time.
my friends and myself went metro just to listen christmas song.
wth! :D

evening went out with sister.
bought bubble tea for ourselves
&& for mother too. (:
camwhored at fuchun cc.

&& i found out that my hair has grown long!
yeynesssss. (: keep it long.
and back to concave, hoping so.


[four of my favourite pictures (:]


[which one better ? yeynesssss (:]

coundown 'N' level results: 4days

fucking bored right now.
been editing pictures for hours.
here's one:


[what do you think? (:]

currently listening to paramore.
it just rock my underwear (:




[ps sorry afiq, i couldn't follow the kids to movie. next time maybe? (:]

countdown 'N' level results: 5days

band practice. && Helina came!
screwed up our ensemble piece.
will be given new hokkien piece by dear conductor.
aww isn't that sweet. (:

blahblahblah. i was pissed with dearest.
fucking pissed with him. ugh!
idk, didn't talk to him after band. pfft.
still, ily ♥

lepaking at 137. as usual we talk about stuff.
talk crap, laughinggg gas && more gossipsssssssss.
woww we were all laughing awayyyy like our father place. haha! (:
its all started with nizam hyrude uin amalina shadd and myself.
&& the rest got attracted by our talk show. bah!
all this kota tinggi trip and life experiences,
got us to understand one another better. cheyyyy (:
off home around 7pm.

talked to liahhhhhhhhhhh!
&& diana on the phone. aww!
i wasnt ready to talk to them.
dearest called as they were at his house.
then end up 'hahahehehhuhuhu'
my heart go 'dapdupdapdup'
they're sucha sweet people.
imy liahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! ♥
wanna meet them, can? hee :B
&& i end up talking to dearest. [grin :B]

anyway yesterday late afternoon, went out with a senior of mine.
he's sooo0o irritating. bah! bought himself food and stuff.
got to eat sillymon and oreo donut. whee (: thanks to you!
otw back home, he end up stomach ache. walked like penguin.
i was laughingggggggggggggggg away. couldn't stop :D gawddd
despite the weather & my pissed mood, he made my day. (:
yes you made my day dude (:


[my dear band major is so pretty (:]

countdown 'N' level results: 6days

im totally pissed,
with myself and surroundings.
should i say life sucks?
nahhh, this is life

too much stuff is war-ing inside my head.
can't get it out of my mind. arghh! :T

[ps so what if i'm a melaka ?! you got a problem with that ?!]

entertainment;



now singggggggg!
You're so0ooooooooooooooooooooo good to me, baby baby

dance practice with bandmates today.
went well, and ms lee likes it. (:

as usual, hang out with them.
end up at muzap's cribs. (:
his operation went good.
thank god (: now his long term recovery.

stuck at his cribs. raining cats and dogs.
watch cartoons! uin so loving Barbie and the nutcracker.
fairly oddparents then spongebob squarepants. haha! :D

two of muzap's younger siblings were effing cute.
so adorable. and i so0 in love with the younger brother.
very bear bear like that. he's effing cute with the way he talk.
aww (:

proceed to causeway point. ate late lunch at banquet.
Mediacorp at Cockle Kway Teow shop. Haha!
uin and amalina was waiting for them to end. :D
bought myself HorFun Chicken. & shared with Dearest. (:
those people took shots of us!
should be chinese eating show. Gawddd.

went tom and stefanie.
met up with sister and chapika.
headed to McCafe. && gossipssssssss

&& father fetch sister and myself home. (:




[merry christmas? :D]


[son daugther mother (:]

[he wanted to be the mannequin actually :D]

[&& again ]

[McCafe (:]


[uin and amalina ate Kway Teow (:]

[isn't he adorable with that luminous green clip? :D]

countdown 'N' level results: 8days

missing my people.

i miss suhanah! (:

&& my dear myspace crew bandgeeks too
especially nysa narcissa ♥

sureena, i want go lunch date with you.
booo but idk when. :T

anymore whom i missed out the names.

ahh! that bacinnn owe me three meals.
&& i miss going out with him actually. Gah! (:

my dearest classmates; arina, get well soon alright!
azlan, go find better girls :D
iqbal, aku rindu kau jiranku. mauuu tryyyyyy pe?!

&& soulmate, bila mahu amik itu headset kamuu? adoi ily dearest ♥


[ra ra raya (:]


time check: 12.34am [its monday already!]
&& i want sleep.
yawnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

what a beautifool rainy sunday
breakfast at clementi/ ayer rajah foodcourt or whatsoever
'cause my mother collected her new O2 handphone. say waaa!
currently at granny's cribs. there's food food foooood (:
granny grandad and makcik are people i loveeeeee dearly <3

syakirah's brother wedding. supposingly should go with my dear friend.
but whatever we've planned is all canceled. i couldn't go last minute.
but my dear friend still went with her sister. okay thats better.
argh! i miss syakirah. & wanna taste that nasi minyak of hers. hee (:
okay im so0o sorry my dear syakirah (:
if i hadn't stuck at granny's cribs, i could go alright. pfft.
anyway, selamat pengantin baru syakirah's brother (:

time check: 5,47pm
& i just woke up from my beauty sleep (:
yawnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn


countdown 'N' level results: 9days

fucking bored right now.
been rotting at own crib.
pissed off with mother.
& currently doing someone a favour. [owe me milo dinasour](:
&& im so0o missing that guy. but i hate him.

okay for entertainment, listen this. it move your body really.




countdown 'N' level results: 10days

new layout [nice?]
no handphone for now [still can beep me]
feeling down these few days actually
gawdddd



come and entertain me

&& i lovee this new shop with cheap stuff, Helen (:

my mood now, it tells everything (:

I want to sing to you my love
My only love and happiness
Don't be so blue so blue my love
Take off your shoes take off my dress
I want to sing to you my love
My only love and happiness
Don't be so blue so blue my love
This too shall pass this too shall pass

But tell me, what have I done to deserve you?
Must have done something cause that's how it works
Must have been kind to kittens and birds,
In a previous life must have thought happy thoughts...

'cause there, you were there right beside me
Then somehow inside me while inside myself
Books on the shelf thoughts on the shelf
Hands to myself, i should definitely keep my hands to myself

Love is a dangerous pastime
Caught between madness and gladness of flight
Nothing is wrong and nothing is right
Falling asleep in your arms every night

But Love's such a strange situation
Full of frustration and anger and fear
Everything's tears
Nobody hears
Nobody's here, and nobody hears...

I want to sing to you my love
My only love and happiness
Don't be so blue so blue my love
Take off your shoes take off my dress
I want to sing to you my love
My only love and happiness
Don't be so blue so blue my love
This too shall pass, this too shall pass

to uin, who just love to sing regina spektor (:

Idk why. But I'm starting to love taking pictures of people.
'Cause i wished to be a photographer one day. Haha! (:

band practice today (:






[edited these for uin (:]

[hajarah a! :D]

good starter for a photographer wannabe. (:
now im frustrated with my dear trombies. they still fickle minded over the ensemble piece for upcoming POP. goshhh and these grease dance also.
plus! there's one freaking guy STALKING me! he knows everybit about my family too!
omgo omg omg omg omg omg. im sick! :T

Went for dance practice with bandmates. Gosh!
Great job that they got the basic steps fast enough. Whee (:
Legs are effing tired okay! :T hmpfffffff.

Saw Enaa with her Boyf Mark at the library.
Hee. I was seriously blur alright. And I get all "Ey Enaa! HahahahaaHeheeeHuhuu!"
Omg paisey you know. :D Sucha small world. That time I saw Solehan, now Enaa. Then tomorrow? Ne'yo!! Bah! :P

Suddenly I got the urge to read books. Hee :)
And borrowed two books. Waaaa good for a bookworm starter right. Haha!



[one of the reason why i love him [lips! :D]]

[exchange, one of the book i borrowed. wheeee :)]


[she says she's getting fat :D]

[seriously tell me, how do i look without specs? haha!]

[oh brother]

[dear parents♥. and the reason im pretty&fat kid. haha! :D]


[Ps Hyrude! I want our pictures from your hp la deyyyyyy :D]

today was effing fun. i was feeling so much like a kid.
hang out with the kids; dummy, phat, afiq, asyura and isk.
see i was the only Big kid there. haha!

in the morning, brass section and some wdwinds went amk primary for some tutoring.
the kids there were so0o noisy. mrs chua sound like mother over there. haha! cute kids.
but they talk more than practising. ugh! :D
one lesson i learn from them, never give 5minutes break, or else they want more.
haha! serious. all sort of excuses dont wanna practice. but when i said 'if you guys get to play the whole song, i buy you Chocolate.' guess what their reaction?
haha! they were so0o eager and stuff. omgggg.

during their lunchbreak, isk and myself went amk hub. thought of coming back amk primary to see them combine. but end up at McD with the kids. haha! :D
we did some camwhoring here and there. crack jokes and get too loud. haha!
spent the whole afternoon at amk hub there. like woah.

went Arcade. haha! it was fucking funnnn. dummyra was upset with afiq. haha! bestfriends gaduhh la tuuuu. :D we played racing car. then asyura played drum whatever it is. lastly, we played the para para dance. but not the hand swinging.
haha! cool. afiq snap here and there. :) funny lh these people.
i told them, that they are the best people i ever hang out. 'cause for so long i never did all kids stuff. omgggg :D we even name ourselves a band. pictures below shows that. haha! "The B1". bah! and isk is our Manager/Photographer. :DD

had enough with amk. went to admiralty park. it was my first time though! the place was effing quiet and cooling. i likeeeeeeeeee :D and again the kids did some talking. sort up stuff. i was being sucha kaypoh actually. then iskandar start to jump and take pictures. thats where the kids were too enthusiast over jumping. i sit around and smsed Sureena. :) as the sun start to set, off to home. we good kids okay! :D


[you look at her with love, with me its just friendship :T]

[at amk primary]

[iskandar ♥]

[the kids (:]

[presenting: The B1! :DD]

[credits: our manager, mr iskandar :)]

[haha! :D]

[dear lil' brother (:]

[ate yoghurt, worth 2.80bucks!]

[jump iskandar! :D]