 wonderloves, i miss you. I feel rather lost.
I feel like something's missing in my life.
But, I don't know what is it.
I feel like I need alot to catch up.
But, I'm not sure where to start.
Oh God.
Ain't feeling the best I ever had. I suck at it, big time. Well, it take two hands to clap anyway. I'm happy you, boy. Right now, I don't know how should I feel for myself. I feel like I'm a failure. ): I hate it.p.s Boy, I like you so much. But too bad, maybe I'm not good for you. She's pretty and suits you. Well, good luck then.
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down.
i need a hug.
warm and tight one.
): love love love.
i suck at it. big time.
I've been out 'til late nights this whole freaking week. God knows how shagged I am. But, with awesome mofos around, life's still blossoming like there's tomorrow. I'm pretty much a busy woman lately. Hohoho. & I spent most of the days with my awesome ite band matessssssss, eventho' have to travel to and fro Simei. mcm ass. -__- MONDAY - rehearsal at UCC NUS.
- with Fusion Band (trombone, trumpet, kompang, keyboard), and Show Choir.
- we wore an artiste landyard. artiste okay! hohoho.
- well, i like the dressing room tho'. ^.^
- rehearsal time was sucha an asssss.
  Tuesday - actual performance at UCC NUS was great.
- we're hungry monstersss, while waiting for freaking lunch time.
- yet, i had fun times with them.
- after everything's over, IO2's pit over at the East Coast.
- tawn with my baby lyana at her secret place. its a nice place.
- we had our inside joke about 24hr flyer. pfft!
- and we actually slept like a swine. byk la power nap. -__- hahaha.
   
well, this is my current bunch of mofos, IO2. (:
 and that's my baby lyana. hehehehe. i love you to the maxim ♥
 On Wednesday night, traveled all the way from kallang to sleepover at babygirl's house. I was fascinated with her nail polish that I painted my nails like Jamaica flag. Hehehehe. I likeee. & babygirl talked on the phone with i-dont-know-who, she kept bumping ontop of me and did you-dont-wish-to-know. Hahahaha. GRRR pain yknow. Okay I sound soooo wrong. No that's not what you think okay. Hahaha. The next day, I'm back home, like finally. On Friday, freaking early morning back to Simei again for full dress rehearsal of upcoming big event on Monday. Its was a short one, then we headed down to TM GV for Land of the Lost. Great movieeeee, cause its freeeeeee. Hehehe. Thanks Jonathan! After that, headed back to Simei for sectionals till nine. Waa sian you know. But, I had a great laugh with my trombone matesssss. Hahahaha. We were talking about some topic, end up laughing our ass out over some jokes. LOL. For once, I don't feel that tired despite full day. I didn't know my dear trombone matesss sucha dumb dumb. :D We got bored, and did some camwhoreeeee. xoxo representing, ite concert band trombone section. *woohooo! clapclapclap* Labels: long post
deadbeat. help? well today, went for technical run for ite graduation day. early in the morning, planned to meet I.R. but it was cancelled. cause we got bumping planss. ): extreme sad. then wanted to meet afiq&friends. but they already went for sheesha first. i was fucking damn pissed. 'cause that technical run took quite some time. grr. so trained back to woodlands with karim. we're sucha mofo ass, bitching about people. gila tu anak. lol. and amin, tu baju betul nya besar, tapi takpela. kau kan aku nya bff tersyg sekali. thanks ehh. i love you to the maxim. hehehe! and and shazzie, i'll give you back your baju and red tie on friday k. thanks alotlot mofos. i hate plans to be cancelled. the feeling so not great okay. -_______- to my dear IO2, i'm sorry. hope you guys have fun yeah man. fyi, i won't be home for few days. bawa diri uh. bye. miss me mofos! xoxo. fsh boy, i miss you ):
You leave me alone. For months. You leave me confused. Now you're back. I don't know what to do. Should I feel happy? -____________-
FRIDAY
Bimbesties played pool over at Simei before band practice. One thing for sure, I suck at it. Big time. Watch movie 'UP' next week okay! Can't wait can't waittttttt liao. Hohoho. ^.^
SATURDAY
Amin was late for the first time. We missed the bus too. Hahaha. But we weren't late for band rehearsal I think. Our clique were formally dressed, very handsome and pretty. Hehehe.
Yaddiyaddiyaya.
Hsff was one hour late. One hour okay! I got irritated to the max. But he kept apologising. *evil laugh* Other than that, he was fucked up with some assholes. Hahaha. So I end up laughing at him. Hohoho. Overall, he made my day. ^.^ & Hsff, nice right the pictures I took. Expert mah. Hohoho! 
Currently in Campus
I hate it here. ): Dear 2010, do please come faster. I want get somewhere far.
Currently in Campus Weather's rather humid, yet windy. I felt better now, with someone bugging me to eat medication. (: But having split personality really irritates, due to having second-day menses. I have good company in school. I think. I miss Soulmate. I want to laugh like pig with her, and whine hell loads of stuff to her.
to whom may concern: I don't know whether I should trust you now. Actions speaks louder than words. You do different from whatever shits you said, boy. If people don't trust you, should I? I tried. I tried to believe all your words. But if you could lie to your own good friend, then I wonder if you ever lie to me. I wonder. I tried not. I feel disheartened for you, boy. We've grown up already, and have our own brains to think. You think, why I kept avoiding you. Your attitude, behaviour, and words are more hurtful. I felt awkward.
high fever.flu.cough.
you don't care.
yes you.you're in your own world.
you've forgotten me as your friend isn't it.
who are you now.undefined as it is.
disappointed in you.like i'd said, i've lost a bestmate.
and i can't afford to lose any mates now. ):
bye.
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