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isk.
i love you, asshole. (:

Firstly, I would like to say big thankyou to all my friends who gave their care and concern towards myself. I'm so touched okay! ((:

Okay now, I'm missing a lot of my baybehhs.
for some, i owe them a date.

Liyana [ping yi baybehhh whom i knew from dearest]

Suhanah [owe a study together imyvm ♥]

Nysa Narcissa [gossip partner; its not the end of the world okay! (:]

Shid [where you?! still working at zoo?]

Jearelle [imyt baybehh]

Jay Emm [kiasu muggers ((: imyvm]

Sue & Zaf [two big sisters of mine; thanks Sue for the ljs date! next time pizza hut uh? ((:]

Nabilah [my beloved twin baybehhhh!]

Azlan & Ebal [two bestkids of mine. imyvm]

Arina & Rizieyana [two of my class adorable baybehhhhs ((:]

Nizam Daffy Atykah Helina Shafiq LiShan [my bestbest seniors ever. all the best you people okay. gonna miss you people alot lot lot. ((:]

Azmi [my dear bacin; still owe me three meals. hmpf!]

Iskandar [your boyfriend is my husband.]

Soulmate [Happy Anni to Yourself and Topa. Takmo gaduhgaduh la (:]

Did I missed out anyone?
Well thats all I could think of. ((:

I'm hungry.
Mee Soto, here I come!
Wheeee

'lump' under my cheek getting bigger.
went family doctor.
and was asked to go for specialist.
which is at Singapore General Hospital [SGH]
coming wednesday. gonna miss another band practice again.
tsk! pfft :T

i fear;
if its a tumor, in need of operation,
cause mother wants it to be gone.

i fear;
if there's in need of operation,
who knows i can't play my trombone
will missed a lot of band practice.
Mia Musica, how?

i fear;
blood!
gawddddd.


big yet painless lump under my cheek
growing bigger. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

im scared you know! ):


for entertainment:



okay dance!

friday:
celebrated my dear bacin's birthday.
went through hard time to get it ready.
didn't expected any unexpected.
it turn out great. and awesome! ((:
bacin love itt. ily baybehhhhhh.


betrayed. liars.
playing hide and seek.
stupid fools. get it people?

you're sucha stupid bitch.
and your boyf is mine.
give it back. ((:
dont you know im bitching around with him .
and he likes it. yeaaaa how do your feel now.

you made me do it.
thanks to you alright.
stupid fools both of you.
thinking idk. hahahahahahahhahahahaha!

what wrong have i done to you, baybehh?

what did i do?
that i have to face all this.

i felt betrayed.
im sucha fool bitch.

what have i done to you?
why? why?
you could have just tell me straight,
i might accept the fact. hope so.

im killing myself right now.
must i suffer this way? ))))):


entertainment:



which i am trying my best.

school sucha bitch.
mother is sick, and in hospital. :T

found out from dear Hajarah,
that our band syf recording is posted at imeem.

decided to check out.
so here it is. ((:




this song full of memories.
full of hardwork. time we've spent.
and all the dark times i've faced with the absence of my section leader.
brought up back my dear trombone section without any knowledge.
and how i've become someone in the band. and im proud.

we worth to be Gold Band.
so be it.

School was okay so far.
Three days of nothing to do.
New and old teachers.
Timetable very crucial.

This year is demanding.
Will receive Olevel FnN coursework, Monday.
Submission by June.

July's preliminary exams.
October, really Olevels.
Upcoming March, Mia Musica.
Adoi. And i have to cramp everything within half a year.

Well, wish me luck then ((:





iskandar ramadhan bin japar
one day of relationship, one year of friendship. & still growing strong.
27Dec 9.44pm. i love you, and will always do. ((:

you make me love you everyday.
we can be close, yes very close friend.
but i know we can't be together. idk why.

put a smile on my face everytime i see you.
but you'll never know, and i'll never show.
that i cried every night thinking about you, baybehh.
haha! yes, i did. your stupid and pathetic act.
adoi. haniz oh haniz ((:

this ain't emo alright people.


okay sing!

GOODBYE 2007, HELLO 2008 !!

this year countdown not really that happening.
and schools reopen soon. another life in marsiling sex-condary school.
pffft! what a life.

new resolution: do well for my olevels, lose more weight and get slim.
[really want that okay ((:]

currently i lost 8kg already. wheeee to myself.

&& when i step into school tomorrow, waaaa da kakak kakak sei kita! :D
[big big sister la]

okay 15 more days to go to my dear Bacinn's birthday ((:
[ps i really have no idea what to give le. hmmmm]