cupcakes are adorable.
AZMI! I'm waiting.
Mdm Radha, maybe what you wrote in the postcard is true enough.
nobody care. nobody knows. nobody understand.
what the hell am I doing in this world?
thanks for bringing me to this world. but i suffer more than i enjoy here.
17 years of living. now you're blaming me.
sarcastism, bias, dividing love, curse & God knows whats more.
thats all you've given me. after so much i've given to family.
call me part time maid, call me a slut. it hurts mother.
& ignoring me when you saw me crying the room. why dad?
i've roughly planned my future, and needed support from you.
but you chose to look down on me. & not guiding me.
then i sound sympathetic to my friends asking them for their support and guidance.
you also accuse them for my attitude change. wtf don't blame them.
where is the love mum dad?
who should i turn to when this shitzszs kept happened to me. no one.
lock myself in the room, and scream at my pillow. thats all i do.
whats more? i will threaten my life not sleeping, not eating the whole night.
what will i get? fatigue and migrain. my days here are numbered.
believe me or not, its all upto you.
yet, i brush aside all these with a smile. i don't wanna be a burden to anyone.
i smile, i laugh, i gossip, i bitch around. just to drain all these shit.
this is me.
enough is enough.
you got me going.
you're oh so charming.
job hunting starts.
to isk: You said it since the beginning. I hope you stick to your words okay. You know I know. I dont want it to be fat hope.
Keep your eyes locked on mine
& let the music be your guide
somehow, I miss being in love with that one and only.
I miss you. ♥
Saturday, October 25, 2008
"We're graduating. & nobody's gonna stop us"
Zac Efron & Vanessa Hudgens somehow looks cute together. I could seee the spark everytime they dance, sing and look at each other. Btw, HSM3 was
awesome. Despite the inconsiderate people and full house of kids and minahreps and matreps, I enjoyed the movie and worth my money to watch.
[psst. I'm the hardcore fan of HSM] The comfy seat, sweet popcorns and girlfriends was equally awesome too. && Soulmate, Nohr and I shopped at Cotton On. More to shop, when we own lots&lots of moneyyy. I'm eyeing three stuffs alrd. (:
♥♥♥
I love Lucas Grabeel.
Happy 18th year Anniversary to Mum & Dad.
May you both live long and always be happy together.
Old alrd, but young at heart. Ily ♥
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
After O's, I need to get back on track.
- grab my camera and snapsnapsnap
- continue with vocal classes.
- touch up on my trombone skills.
- work, like obviously.
I wonder how the hell I'm gonna find time. But who cares.
I'm free like a bird after O's.
i still need a hug mann. anyone?
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
I screwed up my English papers.
& few others before it.
Now, I can predict where I'm going next.
If I couldn't make it into any Poly,
I'll stop schooling.
I'm aiming 'something' in my life.
& I hope, hoping it will come true.
i need a hug. a real tight hug please. :/
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Happiest 40th Birthday To You!
eee, daa tuaaa. ^.^
May you live long and always be happy.
Thanks for bringing me to this Earth.
& I knew you liked my present. Haha.
Am I a good daughther now? ♥
I LOVE YOU MOTHER !
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Inspiration
It worth my time spent watching her live tour concert @ Manchester. Obviously, she's damn beautiful, and totally awesome. You bet.
Saturday, October 11, 2008
I Love You, Soul.
We share only you know I know.
Teeheeeeee!
I'm pretty much ecstatic maybe because, I'm getting married! Haha! Ya rraigggght. I'm hoping Band Raya Outing today will turn out much much better than last year's. & more kecoh since my bunch of best awesomest kids gonna raya with us.
to steph: plsssssss call/tag okay. I can't get through you, bby. need to talk to you. urgent.
Wednesday, October 08, 2008
time check: 3.43am
school in few hours time.
my entertainment for the night: Nazrul.
thanks dear friend, though we kept asking same question.
Tuesday, October 07, 2008
I have eyes and ears. I can see, and I can hear.
& I have brain to think. Human?
Would you spent your time blogging about all the stuffs you or whoever bought, and state the shop name/ sizes/ brands/ &! the prices? Think. Have you come across these kind of people? Seriously, ini semua tidak perlu okay. Like as if people care about what you shopped. Or you wanna show off your capability of owning such expensive stuffs? Worse, there's such people who compare their 'capability' with their very own friends. Like 'OH mine got CLASS'. :O OMFG. I mean, its totally fine posting pictures, and sharing it to the world. Even I did that too. But stating the prices, 'showing off' or whatsoever, like 'APEK JUAL SAYUR'. Its what I call P-A-T-H-E-T-I-C.
I know I should mind my own business, because its their life raiggght. But its super irritating actually. & like I've always said, Siapa makan cili terasa pedas. Sooo ya. Peace yaw!
Thursday, October 02, 2008
pictures for the day.
Ohwell, I skipped school today. So I managed to clean the kitchen, and especially, my room. GAH! God knows why I kept so much junks inside my prettypinky room. I don't like throwing things away, but I have too.
In the afternoon, Isk called & asked me out. We did. & went to Raffles to meet this Ananda guy for medication. We saw unexpected people everywhere we go, like super irritating really. Sorry no offence.
Isk, take care of yourself alright. You may look fine, but honestly, seeing you 'tahantahan' your cough isn't good for yourself. Good thing we met Ananda today. ♥♥♥
