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Monday, February 09, 2009




Thanks eh Linda. I'm addicted to it already.


Sometimes, your close ones aren't the ones that care for you, because they knew that they'll be cared and loved by us, that's all matters to them. &what do we get? Nothing. Nothing, I tell you.

I feel like I'm being used. I felt more useless. Its so damnmotherfcuking frustrating.
I just need Soulmate now. Bbygirl.....
'my head is spinning. and my anger management, sometimes, uncontrollable. and I will, end up, thinking of death. imagining things that are beyond control. I've become more sensitive, I'll get hurt with words and actions now. I hate it, I really hate it. then I'll found myself tearing, when, to think of it, its not a big fuck. I hate it. and I asked myself over and time, am I going crazy or insane. and I'll hit my bloody head 'till its gone. i know no one could help, except for myself. Whats wrong with me? I know I'm not okay.' ):

&baby, its our secondmonthsary today.
I'm sorry, I couldn't spend much time with you.
I hope you understand. ♥

Till then, my days here are numbered. Bye.