Wednesday, November 07, 2007
HELLO PEOPLE :)
Morning: Went gym with Amalina. It was effing great lh. Got help from people there. They were very nice actually despite their age. Bah! :) And blah blah blahhh
Afternoon: Went to band practice. Meeting about the Kota Tinggi trip. The tour guide very the funny, duh. Bah! :) And sectionals as usual. My lips were effing pain. I played all the songs 1st. Like what the foot. Okaylh atleast train back my lips.
Night: I cooked as usual. But mum didnt eat. I dont know why. And i dont want know why.
Serious i got no mood to care about people now. After hearing his confession.
YES HIS CONFESSION :(
I've seen. I've heard. And I'm now feeling fucking horrible! :(
Why now? Why? I dont understand. I feel rotten.
Why?! You make me love you back.
What am I?! Bahan teman mana mana kau nak pergi? Gitu?!
I sacrificed alot for you. First time for a guy.
Whenever you're alone, who went up to you and be there for you?
Whenever you have problems, with family and stuffs, who lend the ears to hear?
Whenever you called, who talk to you for hours?
Whenever its your birthday, who gave you presents?
Whenever you're been criticized by people, who back up for you?
I did alot for you. Admit you didnt even like me. That i know. And you know ily.
And i tried my best to make you realized that I really love you for who you are.
Your patheticness and everything. People can't take it.
And I don't know why I can. Even i kept saying 'i hate you', but deep inside there's still pieces of you left inside my heart. :{ What did I do now?!
You did everything just to make me happy. Ya but in the end you're such playing around. Just to make me happy isnt enough when you're lying!
Now you did a confession, You liked her alot. Okay thats it. Like her alot. And you did sounded her. She's my sister bestfriend. And she's my darling. I cant face her. And i can even face you! :(
And now I'm feel like wanna screammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm loudddd. !!
Ugh.
You don't care, duh? It shows. You can HahaHeheHuhu with me.
I kept staring at the ceiling. Asking myself. Idk what. ]
Stupid dumb foolish bitch i ammm. :'(
ARGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
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