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Saturday, May 03, 2008


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Its been four years since I met you. We've gone through shits. We fought and we argued. We laugh our ass out. Spent useful time. You call me your bestmate. I've never been such a long friendship with other guys. You open up my heart. Eventhough you care less. You such a pathetic and egoistic guy who never fails to break my heart. But I don't know why I stick with you. Friends asked me to moved on. There's other guys worth me i guess. But I chose you instead. Why? Because I love you. I've given everything with my heart and soul. What more should I give? I know that there's no way we gonna be together. Because you don't love me the way i loved you. bestmate huh? okay atleast something. i cried every night 'cause i had nightmares about you. how i wished you're just beside me and be with me through the night. will you? i know you can't. i wished i could move on. but everytime you'll just appear in front of my eyes. this is crazy man. two years i love you. you're easily get other girls you want. you just send tears to me. and im tired of crying. but there's nothing i could do. 'cause i dont own you. but you know that i've been with you even you're in pain. and always concern about you. i got furious when you want smoke cause your health is at risk. tell me how many people even care about you and your health?

isk, i want marry you. and i'm not ashamed to say that. i've never sacrifice a lot for someone for so long. i missed your warm hugs and soft kiss, really. i know this is crazy. 'cause i dont know how to express anymore. this is the way.
i love you, iskandar ramadhan bin japar.


i'm like wasting my tears while writing these. -.-
&btw, i love you, bby lyana. sweet la you ♥