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Hi.
Saturday, June 07, 2008


Operation in two days time.
frankly speaking, i'm excited rather than scared now. idk why. maybe because, my life won't be the same again after operation i guess.
oh well, i will admit on Monday morning at 7am yaw. -.- sucha pathetic time. plus i need to do fasting. imagine, no food and drink after 12 midnight. dotss

Anyway, my apology for late entries. like almost a month now. should i say busy? not really though, as i do blog hopping and read people's daily rant. (:

Friendships do occur misconception, misunderstanding or whatever words that define that. right people? wonder why i popped this sentence.
because i felt that i am trying my very best to sustain my friendships with people. & i felt like i'm carrying burden to every sorrows that occur in my friendships. && i felt that people don't regard me the same as how i regard them. bestfriends? bestmates? girlfriends? soulmates? yea to some is just a word. but to me, it means everything yaw. yes, everything. because i love every single one of my friends.
and trust me this; i love my friends more than i love myself.
& sacrifice alot for the sake of our friendships.


there's no need for me to say names. 'cause whoever you are, should know me better than strangers. i am not expecting anything. but this is how i felt recently.
& im sorry

alright people, do pray for me. (:
there's still lil' fear deep deep inside my nerves actually.
wish me luck people. ♥