Monday, June 16, 2008
weak
a week since my operation. i am back home and doing fine so far. thanks for those who showed concern. was kinda disappointed with some of my close friends whom i thought they would care and be there for me. ohwell, i felt pretty much contented with those who came and gave well wishes. loves.
dreadful night in the hospital. i couldn't talk much despite the atmosphere was full of joy with my lovely people by my side. of course, even before my operation, Azruhil, Amma and Sudiana was the first 'customer' came. i was really bored to the max as the waiting hours was very long, i tell you. my dad was psp-ing while my mother just couldn't stop being an irritating person. HAHA. plus i was fasting ok! since the night before until late afternoon. like what the fuck. but i was really ecstatic after seeing Sudiana pop out from the door with her wide smile. followed by Azruhil and Amma. i couldnt react much but to give them a smile and a hug. ohwell, my parents leave me with them. so we did what girl always did; GOSSIPS! hah. & hell yeah they had fun sitting on my bed yaw. right Sudiana? :D of course we catch up what we've missed after so long didn't met. she's getting fatter! HAHA oops! i guess Suds is happier now with her boyf kannn. happy for her.
when the nurse came and inform me to get change into operation 'costume', Azruhil helped me out. & dear you didn't suck at it okay. atleast you tried what right ^.^ so i was put on the bed and the three lovely ladies accompanied me all the way to the OT. kept saying goodbye but HAHA their goodbye was a never goodbye. i was awed! really.
in the OT, the doctors were almost male! HAHA. & they're not just cute but they're sweet enough to make me feel relax. blahblahblah the next thing i knew i was 'dead'.
then i was woke up by this nurse who kept saying 'haniz?haniz?are you okay?you're in the recovering room okay?' all i could do was playing around with my eyes. as i felt fucking dizzy. the oxygen muask still on my face and i could hear patients moaning for their unbearable pain. like what the fuck. i was relieved! 'cause three hours wasnt that long after all i played 'dead'. hah. at that point of time, i wanted so much to get bck to my ward. i felt like jumping up and down, shout hooorayyy its over. hah. stupid haniz. :D
as i was brought bck to my ward, the first face i saw was Danny. he was stand right beside the door. i didnt have clear eyesight. but i could see that he waved happily. then the nurses helped me to change. she asked me not to talk much as i just got stitched. -.- that really freaks me out.
i couldn't hold my feelings but to atleast smile to my dear seniors who came all the way from their respective school. and waited from 5pm until 7pm plus. walau i felt bad. & i didnt expect they would came to visit me. at that point of time, i couldn't tahan but to let out abit of my laughter. they wre superduper funnnnnneh! really.
thanks Helina, Dhaifina, Li Shan, Joreen, Shafiq! and my dear Danny, i was super awed!
Azruhil, Amma, Suds and of course, Danny, stayed 'till late. they entertained me duhhh? Danny couldn't stop being sucha irritating brat. played self-timer camwhoring. they're sucha adorable kids y'know. being there for a friend when in need. they accompanied me for my dinner. & of course Suds fed me, followed by Danny. hah. awwhh sweets! :D HAHA
i was really weak at that point of time. where i just need that certain people to be there for me, to give me words of strength and stay by my side. but somehow the people i need weren't there. 'till now. i didn't get to see their face since.
disappointment. -___- ohwell, some says you cannot expect anything right. yea i shouldn't. mayb because they're just busy with their fucking life or even lazy to atleast drop by my house. ohwell nevermind. i forgave them actually. because they are my love ones still. (:
& yeah. my dear Lyana baby and Ana girlf came by my crib that random afternoon. i was discharged by then. fast? yea pathetic doctor. -.- btw, THANKS FOR THE WAFFLE CRISPS LYANA! ily darling. i was starting to wonder how she knows my favourite food. hah. thanks to danny yaw!
&& my dear girlf Syazana, Fathimah, Doris and Ili drop by my house after their chemistry lesson. it was bad weather and they came by cab sia. aiyo -.- we catch up with school stuff. & yeah Nurul Huda and Syakirah drop by for moment as they need to be back home early 'tho. thanks girlfs! ilylots yaw.
as for now, i've been having hurts around my neck as i tilted my head to the left eversince my operation. my mother kept nagging to exercise my head or else i have blood clotting. eeeeee i got frightened.
okay im done for now. (:
thanks to my family and my aunt yati and my grandmother who came eventhough she weren't that well. thanks to all my lovely homos for the visit. & also to those who gave sweet well wishes. i have personally stated your name there in my post. because thats all i could repay you guys. or mayb lunch sometime? (: thanks alot yaw. ♥
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