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Monday, September 22, 2008


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Dear O's, I'm struggling and can't escape.
Somehow, I'm doing things that does not satisfy my needs/wants. I'm more to 'do-for-the-sake-of-doing-it'. O levels in few weeks time. & I'm pretty much not ready for it. School have been a bitch. & my social life more or less sucks too. I may look like a happy goober from the outside, making world goes around, talk like nobody business and live life to the fullest. For heaven sake, I'm struggling right now. My whole life have been a shag. I'm going around spread the love to people, comforting/consulting people with their stupid problems. Yes, good deed. It seems that I don't know who to turn to when it comes to me. 'Cause what I got was; 'Don't think too much la dear', 'Maybe you're being so hard on yourself' and blahblahblah. The same old thing, and somehow people don't know how to read in between of my lines. Or maybe I'm too depending on people. Where have my bestkids gone when I need them now? ):

& these Witch just kept showing cold shoulders towards myself like I did any wrongs to her. She even to talk to me facing the opposite side of her instead of looking at my face. WHAT THE FCUK MANNN. & how dare she manipulate the class tshirt design by adding in ugly details on the shirt. fyi, she got it for free, cause FT paid for her. why? because of her pathetic EGONESS, being the only one don't like the class design. Thanksss ehhh. Now you're the odd one wearing that ugly tshirt. Heyho Witch, you have problems with Ili, why must we be part of the story now. Kalau cakap aku tak tau nilai friendship, hello rahsia kau yang kau melalak bilang aku masih ada di tangan aku, kau tau tak? Amanah tetap amanah. & kalau kita selama nie yang berbual belakang kau, abei BFF kau pun macam tak pernah berbual belakang kau aja. Walauuwei, ego kau maha takblei angkat siol. Kita berbual sama kau, bei kau menunjuk perangai nie. Perangai macam budak. Name je Sec5. & waaaa, kau dahh ajak budak lelaki cinaa rayaaa rumah kau nampak. Kalau ada sepuluh orang macam kau, aduhai berat mata memandang. Selama lama nya takkan kahwin. Duduk bawah ketiak mak kau je and fantasize your stupid Lucky. GAHHHHHHHHH!

Don't tell me to relax or whatever shit you people wanna say. 'Cause bloody hell, I'm off the limit right now. -___________-