Where have you been after so long disappear?
You prefer to dump a friend who have been almost four years with you and went to some bunch of people whom you barely knew them. Or even if you knew them too much, all because you neglected your old friend and spent almost everyday meeting them. Isn't it true? 'Cause everytime I want to ask you out, you'll said you're gonna meet those bunch of people do whatever only God knows. I have no problem with that, and have no rights to stop you from having more friends. But, after so long disappeared and when I looked at you, you're totally different person. I can sense that I don't feel like you're someone that I knew last 3 years. Usually, we have alot to talk about. But now, everytime you approach me, I don't know what to talk about. Life? Love? New girlfriend? What have I done that I received such attention. & yes, I heard you found someone new, someone who is your fucking perfect match. Oh whatever.

I just hope one day, God will open your sepet eyes, and heart. That's when you realise who have been with you all along to be who you are now? Don't shut me off, saying you did this all by yourself. If not because of me, people will simply hate you, hate your personality and attitude. But I proved people wrong, 'cause I knew you are not such person.

Years past, there's many or thousands of things we have share in our friendship. & I value every piece of memories that we had. Be it the bad ones or good ones. Do you? Do you atleast value this friendship? What have you done? Tell me.

You promised alot of things. & I trust you to be loyal to your words. But you did not. Where have all the promised gone, friend? You've changed. Ohwell, everybody change, but for the better. & I don't see better in you. Enough of me tearing, enough of keep waiting. Cause I knew you'll never come back, and be someone that I knew before. Just go away.

I miss you. I miss my dear old friend who calls me everynight whenever we didn't get to meet. I miss my dear old friend who endured my nagging and blabbering. Everything about you, I missed my friend. :/

To his soon-to-be-girlfriend: Congratulation. I hope the best for the two of you. Like he said, perfect match. See how perfect you both can go. (: