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Hi.
Sunday, August 16, 2009

i have alot in mind, right here right now.
i wish to pour it all out.

- two weeks ago, i stepped into marsiling band. and i've seen alot of changes as a whole. the atmosphere i felt rather different now. i'm like an alien there. i sat with my babies. sadly there's only three of them. the rest? even the sl is not there. i don't wish to spout anything, but to guide them throughout the rehearsal. i tried my best. more sadly, they ain't the best. sorry babies. but this isn't what i expected. ): one word, disappointing. but, i still have faith in you babies k.

- ytd. work was prettymuch fun. with only amin and myself did closing. cos kailin left early. my awesome manager was unexpectedly hyper for some reasons. so we extended till' 11.30pm, and surprisingly camwhore abit. its amin's last day and ma'am last week in delifrance so, layan kan dorg je. hahaha! and with that, looking at both of them my heart saddened cos my journey with them ended. both of them were the ones that i trust most, and that believed in me when i stepped into working world. thanks to them. i'm able to continue working after two months 'break'.
amin, eventho we meet everywk, i'm so gonna miss working with you, hearing you whining 'bout customers, and ignoring you when your masam face starts to show, and also 'SATU HARI BERSAMA HANIZ'. and, many many more. haha. thanks for everything, amin. and i really mean e-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-g. i love you prettymore.
m'am angie, since the day i enter this industry you really have the patience on me despite of countless of reminders 'bout this and that. well i guess i'll never meet any other managers like you. cos you're everything that words could describe you. eventho' my journey with you is a short one, i enjoyed e-v-e-r-y bit of it. it'll be kept deep in my heart. i wish you all the best working in the ir kay. and yes, i'll take every advise that you gave. i love you.

- to you, fckin' asshole
i was surprised that you actually made such remark 'bout me to those people. who are you to judge me when you barely knew me. eh dude, i don't keep any of your pictures, neither i crop out your pictures. i don't stalk you dumbass. i don't even know where you lived. worst, i barely talked to you! i can't even look at you cos you're just a piece of shit! do you know that? you think you a big fck that i would go crazy with. you're just plain childish, and your attitude is worstworstworstworst than a feminine lady. i never met such a guy like you in my life. you're pure disgrace to the world marnnnnnnn. jgn perasan la kay. aku langsung takda feeling sia dgn kau. seriously muka kau tak handsome pun. no wonder orgorg act cold kat aku, ni semua gara-gara kau uh! if you don't stop spouting nonsense now, i swear i'm sooooo gonna trash you upside down. remember this; you're just a piece of shit! @##$%%#@! -__________-

- i miss alot of people in my life. e-v-e-r-y-o-n-e is important in my life. i wonder how they're doing now. where are they? tell me. ):

- awaiting for friday night. there's lots of things to do. but hopefully it goes well. i'm prettymuch sex-cited 'bout this! cos cos cos, erhemmmmmm for me to know for you to find out.

- &boy, i miss you. [veryverymuch] ♥

wish granted.
k bye.