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Hi.
Sunday, January 10, 2010










feelings change overnight. thats what i feel.
things happened for a reason. thats what i thought.
despite listening to xida's advice, i let nature takes it course.
waited for answers to come.
& God opened up my heart and accept the fact.
accepting the fact that i leave you in dilemma.
& you've actually waited for her long enough.
and i, is just mere crush?
see, the answers came to me by itself.
with you pretending nothing happened.
when new year's eve was aww-so-sweet to me.
but now its gone. vanished... and never it'll ever happen again.
bcos your words are just pure words. isn't it?
when your heart is for someone else since past six years.
i always being left hanging.
knowing the truth, i myself confused.
how should i feel now?
happy? sad? disappointed?
i let it be.
i wished to step back. so you won't be in dilemma.
i wished that you're happy,
and that the girl will one day accept you for who you are.
but one thing for sure, i'm still here for you if you're in need.
maybe cos' i'm already in love with you.
surprisingly, i am.
besides, we're best of friends still.
thats enough for me already.
stay that way. that would prevent being hurt.
till then, ilyboy. ♥


now that, i penned down all my thoughts that i kept since last night, or even past weeks.
i hope to fulfill my project without any disturbance in mind.
by tonight. or my group will get penalised. sorry girls ):

at the same time, i miss umairah my dear soulmate, badly.
i hadn't meet her for quite some time.
bbygirl, i missssssssed you. plsss meet sooon okay?
i loveeee you bby.

k bye world.